A Touch From The Soul

heart to heart....

2011-07-02T05:07:00.000-07:00

arini aku lari lebey kurng 1.3km.....pnt n agak penat sb dh lame sgt x lari....pttutnyer kene wat erobic b4 lari,tp sb 'big boss' kate dh x smpt,kene gak start 7.45,so,terpksela gak.rse cam nk guna lagu rihana,rncak n srnok, tp dh 'org tu beria gak nk wat lgu len,ikutler...step pn cam paper jer...

last2 x wat gak snman.terus lari.papejela...x smpai 1 hour pn,dh ciap,then wat rehearsal tuk ari sukn..bknnyer aku ade pn time sukan..benci btulla...benci....dhler cuti x dpt rbu.knp msti aku yg kene...????interview...ari2 check,tp xde berita pn.knp aku gak?????...np idup org len sngjer...

.......aku...aku tension sbnrynyer ngn keje yg aku wat nw...seolah2 xde pe yg menghepikan aku....smpai biler aku nk lalui semua ni????knp aku xleh kuar jer dri pnjara idup aku sndiri??...

idup,mati,jodoh sumer dh ditentukannyer...pattunyer aku redha ngn idup aku nw..tp aku rsa cm kosongjer....sshkn idup cmni...luarjer nmpk ok,dlm hnya tuhan yg tau...btapa aku sngsara.aku b'doa stu ari nt aku dpt kebahagiaan yg aku impikn slama ni,....jiwa aku x ksong n minda aku pn x kson

heartbroken.....

keronsang flora...menarik,tertarik,lain dari yang lain.hanya RM3 sebiji

2011-06-08T17:57:00.000-07:00

ni contoh keronsang yg ada.this is handmade.

boleh pakai kt selendang,baju,tudung or as a gift.saiz sumer standard.ada banyak lg.klau nk bleh order skrg.

only RM3 for each item.delivery is available.RM1 will be charged for each delivery....

close up......

new entry..2011

2011-06-08T09:41:00.000-07:00

its already 2011...sedar x sedar dh lme sgt aku tngglkan blog ni...

...so,wat to do next??...zmn dh berubah sket,dlu still student but now i'm workers.

keje ni pntla sket...but i'm willing to do my job.

...tnet pn xde.how could i proceed my blog like others?..so,just read other blogs and follow them quitely.

hurm,now mood tgh school holiday lg.rse mlas plak nk start keje....diz weekend i've to attend my cousin's wedding at slim river,Perak...wow...so far away from my house.rse kaki ni cam beratjer nk pg can.but ati rse nk pg.yela,ank sulong m.lang kot...must celebrate.lgpn drang dh jmput lme....

hurm..one more thing,cuti2 ni rmai member2 aku yg tunang,kwen,nikah n w.s.e....seronokla drang erk.bile time aku lak ni???...i wonder when my time comes.!!!!...nk kwen duet xde..nk cple lme2 tkut lg bnyk dosa..should i being a single????think about it...

....k.la,sleepy already.nway,nice to write than talk.have a good time everyone....:)

Bekerja sambilan di rumah...

2011-01-12T07:17:00.000-08:00

cuti bkn duk umah jer...kene jd tkg loading brg lak..nk wat cmner,no choice..xde abg2 nk tlg angkt..hehe.so,trpksa gak guna sumer kudrat yg ada nk angkt almari,katil,peti sjuk,dapur..waa..ni badang versi perempuan ni..hehe..pengalaman??mastila bnyk...2nd time nek lori,dduk kt blakang..huhu,rse nk terbang sumer...yg pling thrill time nek bkit,kenela hold brg2 tu xnk kasi jatuh...nseb bekla nothing happen..akhirnya selamtla sumer brg dpndahkan.

diz time,aku ngn my little sis jer yg berani duk blakang lori..my dad plak jd tkg bwk lori..srnk gak..bkn slalu pn dpt chance cmni kn...so,kwn2,nk try??best.......

lori kecil..tp bsar sumbangannya...

adoi..skit pinggang maa...smpt lg posing tu...

musim cuti yg fun???.

2011-01-06T04:57:00.000-08:00

hurm...pejam celik..pejam celik,x sdar dh kt dua blan aku duk umah...mmg btul2 rest ni...pntla nk tggu result posting ni..mula la nk kene pk kt mne nk tnggl,cmner knderaan nt..ngn sape nk tnggal..mcm2 dlm kpla la..srabut..

awl2 dlu bf habeskn study,mcm2 plan nk wat smntra tggu posting...antaranya:

a) belajar wat cup cake

b) belajar mnjahit

c) nk wat movie tuk classmates

d) keje part time...

e)pg melancong kt pulau..

d)nk cntekkan bdn n muka.. (pkaila pape)

finally,pe jd?sume pn x terbuat...mnela pg sume plan yg aku wat sume tu???...bila dh duk umah,lg2 musim hjan ni,pape pn mlas nk wat..yg rajinnyer mkn,tdo,lyn korea sampai tgh mlm..lme2 leh jd gila klau wat bnde same tiap2 ari ni..huhu

nseb bekla ade gak kuar jln2 ngn fmyl+sister+adik2ku yg selalu dmarahi....ntah knpala,mkin lme duk umah,mkin jd grang,asyik nk mrh jer....kdg2 rsa x thnjer mrh tu smpai rsa nk bling sumer brang..haha.nseb bekla ade iman lg..huuuu..apela kn..

dh lme sgt x mnulis dlm blog yg ku syg ni..sb jrg on9,asyk tgk tv jer..now tv rsak plak..kne tggu seminggu lak tu nk repair..bosan gilerrrrrrrrr..pdan muka kn..tu la,asyk tgk tv sgt..hehe

k.la,kt bwh ni adela some shots yg aku dapt time2 cuti ni...

ni jer fmly yg pg..yg len bz le..

pic ni my mom yg ambik...blur.biasela,she's still learning..kira ok la ni,fun!!

decoration at kuantan parade...so beautiful....

ni dkt homestay melaka..time along (abg sepupuku) bertunang..smbil tu jln2 shoping kt cana...

jln2..cuti2 with the loves one,,,

2010-12-29T17:48:00.000-08:00

lepak2kt McD with siblings..happy time

rest jap ats batu 'ajaib'..huhu

with my beloved sister,dyah

best mkn kt McD Tc ni,...sgt dkat ngn beach..tryla

A drama for today..

2010-12-19T22:12:00.000-08:00

Love is cruel "cruel love".....

Ni la korean drama yg aku lyn every night at KBS world...such a sad drama+slow.but i still loike it.pelakon die not too famous,but nice to see ;).actly, drama ni bout a girl named Injung who get involved in love affair with Juran's husband.too bad..Injung ni ciap preagnant lg ank laki tu.die punyerla stand die pnyer love ngn laki tu,but such a coward men,laki tu tinggalkn die.tp bkn slah laki tu pn,mak die yg bwk problem..again..and again..then, Injung ni pn try to kill herself,but not works.then she became a chickpea girls in a small town.jd dak slekeh la gitu.smpaila die jmpe ngn sorng handsome guy, 'Yong Gi ' yg bru ptah hati cuz girlfriend kesayangan die bunuh diri...asyk2 bunuh diri..truk btulla.then, drang fall in love.baru nk rasa bahagia,tup..tup dpt tau Yong Gi tu adik ipar ex-boyfriend die dlu.dahla kakak Yong Gi tu benci giler kt die cuz ade affair ngn husband die..pity her.akhirnya drang decide nk break up gak cuz Injung x than ngn cemuhan n kutukan kakak die,Juran tu...

tp,cm biasela,love story always have happy ending..lastly drang bersama gak.cmner plak leh couple blek??bleh ker drang couple blik?pe jd ngn ex-boyfriend die dlu?ha...if u alls curios sgt nk tau,tgkla citer ni.good for ur eyes (cuz nanges slalu)..k.thats all i je i wnt to shre,pasni dh start keje,bile lg leh lyn citer2 korea cmni e..huhu

Memories...candid!!!..smile

2010-11-15T09:59:00.000-08:00

Pernah ada rasa cinta

Antara kita kini tinggal kenangan

Inginku lupakan semua tentang dirimu

Namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu

Oh rakanku

Jauh kau pergi meninggalkan diriku

Di sini aku merindukan dirimu.. oh

Kini ku coba mencari penggantimu

Namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu

Oh kawanku…

Jauh kau pergi meninggalkan diriku

disini aku merindukan dirimu

kini kucoba mencari penggantimu

namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu

Oh rakanku

Pernah ada rasa cinta

Antara kita kini tinggal kenangan

Inginku lupakan semua tentang dirimu

Namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu

Oh kawanku

Jauh kau pergi meninggalkan diriku

Di sini aku merindukan dirimu.. oh

Kini ku coba mencari penggantimu

Namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu

Oh sahabat…..

Pernah ada rasa cinta

Antara kita kini tinggal kenangan

Don't forget...

2010-11-15T09:49:00.001-08:00

Did you forget that I was even alive?
Did you forget everything we ever had?
Did you forget, did you forget about me?

Did you regret ever standing by my side?
Did you forget we were feeling inside?
Now I'm left to forget about us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song, you can't forget it

So now I guess this is where we have to stand
Did you regret ever holding my hand?
Never again, please don't forget, don't forget

We had it all, we were just about to fall
Even more in love, than we were before
I won't forget, I won't forget about us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song you can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song, you can't forget it at all

And at last all the pictures have been burned
And all the past is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget, please don?t forget us

Somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song but you won't sing along
You've forgotten about us
Don?t forget

5 years 6 months...

2010-11-15T09:23:00.001-08:00

5 years 6 months have been passed through time....finally n finally I end my studies with lots of wonderful memories...

1. class, food, friends, teacher...will miss them so much.

2. jln2..lepak2 bersma rakan.

3. masak2 bersama housemates, tgk tv same2, mengarut2,gelak2 sme2...bile lg dapt wt cm2.

4. tgk citer korea same2.then gelak2...dh xde dah.

5. jln kaki pg class, cross jln sme2..lari2 tkut kene kjar anjing

6. pg raye umah lect sme2...kuar trip ngn bas mktb...

....sume memories ni x mungkin aku lpakan smpai bile2...aku amt hargai memories spnjg 5 thun 6 bulan. x mungkin akan jmper kwn2 sperti yg aku ade skrg,x mungkin dpt blajar ngn lecturer yg understnading n very2 kind, x mungkin dpt berjln2 ngn kwn2 ngn bus mktb dah.

sedih..pilu..rindu..ntahla.mcm2 feelings ade....hope dpt jmper kwn2 lg n if i could reverse back time, i'll spend more time with friends n love them.

sick day....

2010-02-22T17:32:00.000-08:00

...almost 5 days dah tekak aku ni skit lg.dh mcm2 ubat aku mkn..tp x jln gak.hurm... now dh kene flu plak.bile la nk baik plak...having a sick days cmni wat aku sngsara jer.sumela x kene.nk kuar pn xde mood..... hurm..lupe plak, buat kwn2 yg wish my birthday n kasi adiah....thanks a lot.luv u all...heee..rse cam disayangi jer.now,i'm already 23.what should i do at diz age??dh tua ker??erm..rsenyer kire remja lg.tp dh akhirle.....bile nk kwen ni???....erm,cam muda lg nk kwen awl2.heee...xpe,yg pntg enjoy dlu.then, baru pk psal bnde ni. -end note-

I Gotta Feeling...

2010-02-17T21:00:00.000-08:00

...waaaaaaaaaa..awl2 lg aku dh ade feeling diz saturday msti kene dtg sek.bad news!!!
arini ati rse x tenterm jer..mcm2 rse.nk mrh pn ade..mlz pn ye gak..xde smgt lngsung.dhle kene relief smpai 3 mse.sme class plak tu...kaget tul!!!

dak2 class 2 pn agknyer dh bosan tgk muke akujer arini...ade plak yg ckp.."teacher, np teacher asyik msuk class ni jer??..aku jwble.."awk ingt techer rjin ker nk dtg pnjt tngga tinggi2 msuk class awk ni".......drang ngt aku ni rjin ker nk msuk class drang.hurm.....

one thing...diz is another bad news!!!...ade bnde aku x settle lg kt mktb ni.ngat dh g sek x kene kacu lg ngn 'Mr.Jipang'. tup..tup..ade gak kene.cri psal tulla...i hate this.aku mmg sebolehnyer xnk tgk muke die....bosingla..huhu...

IF I COULD CHANGE.......

2009-11-21T05:44:00.000-08:00

Kalau aku boleh ubah semua yang berlaku....aku pasti tidak akan mengalami perasaan yang sebegini....

...apa yang berlaku pada diri aku ni..semuanya dah ditakdirkan..mungkin inilah ujian yang perlu aku lalui walaupun agak pahit...sesungguhnya DIA lah yang maha mengetahui..Ya Allah, kuatkanlah hatiku agar aku dapat menerimanya dengan hati yang redha..

....aku masih belum mampu untuk melupakan apa yang telah aku lalui...walaupun orang menganggap perkara itu biasa,namun bagi diriku ia memberi kesan terhadap jiwaku...

...manusia adlah makhluk yg sentiasa lupa..lupa apabila mereka tidak didatangi dengan ujian dariNYA.begitu juga diriku...aku lupa dengan apa yang telah berlaku padaku sebelum ini..aku tidak mengambil iktibar daripadanya..aku lupa apabila berada dalam kesenangan...dan yang paling aku kesal..aku lupa meminta pertolongan dan perlindungan dapada Allah s.w.t setiap kali menunaikan solat. mungkin inilah ujian sebenar yang dapat mengingatkan aku yang sentiasa lupa.

..di kala ini,aku berasa begitu keseorangan..nobody besides me...nobody understand me..only my family...they r always be with me.,,

buat rakan-rakan di luar sana, ingatlah...hidup ini x selalunya indah dan langit x selalunya cerah...hati-hatilah dengan dunia luar yang sangat mencabar ni...beringatlah sebelum terkena.

-end of notes-

health info...

2009-11-01T04:39:00.000-08:00

As a reminder for myself n...anyone who concern about their health.Plz takes note.

5 Habits to Break Before It's Too Late

1) Stealing from sleep: Studies show that a minimum of seven to nine hours of uninterrupted sleep (at night) are essential for health. Sleep is the time when your body repairs and recovers from all of the metabolic processes that your body performs every second. Sleep supports healthy weight management, raises growth hormone, and heals the adrenals. If you are watching TV, working on your PC, or otherwise stimulating yourself so that you are unable to go to sleep by 11 PM, then establish the Power Down Hour and turn to more relaxing activities like baths, light novels, or cuddling with a loved one (or pet!) at least an hour or two before bedtime. Then ... retrain yourself to sleep through the night.

2) Skipping breakfast: How many times do you find yourself dashing out the door to start your day, only to discover that you forgot to eat? Listen, your body has just "fasted" overnight, and in order to fuel yourself for the day (and lower stress hormones), you must eat a balanced meal that includes proteins, fats, and carbohydrates. Otherwise, your body will turn on itself for fuel, and it isn't fat but muscle that it's going to target ... which will cascade into a very nasty sequence of health consequences that will make you fat, old, and tired before your time.

3) Blowing off exercise: If you think you can manage your health and weight through dietary means alone, it won't work. Period. Exercise is crucial for stimulating proper physical and hormonal response necessary for building muscle and bone, burning fat, letting you sleep, keeping you young, giving you energy -- the list is endless. More important is the CORRECT type of exercise, which involves high-intensity interval training, along with resistance workouts. If you can't find 20-30 minutes a day to incorporate these exercises into your life (oh yeah, that is ALL you need, by the way), then you can kiss your health goodbye.

4) Noshing at night: Strapping on the feedbag in the evenings basically signals your body to hold off on burning existing fat stores, raises stress hormones before bedtime, and screws up your body's natural digestive processes at a time when it should be ready to shut down and repair. If you are eating in a hormonally-balanced way during your evening meal, there is absolutely no need to munch afterward.

5) Not counting your beverages: One of the craziest things I encounter in my work is the lack of consideration of high-calorie, high-sugar drinks in the diet. Yes, those healthy "Jumbo Juices," designer coffee slurpees (hey, they may as well be, given all the sugar in them), and those harmless little cocktails every night, especially those fruit-flavored martini and tequila drinks, can really pack on the pounds in a hurry. Make the switch to healthier options like iced green tea -- or, my favorite, Emergen-C -- for some sparkling mineral replacements that not only satisfy, but also fuel and nourish!

lebaran pertama...

2009-09-26T09:14:00.000-07:00

raya tahin ni..aku raya kt phang jer...sb raye lepas dh blik penang.huhu..

erm...ni la 'big family" aku..raye thun ni best sket sb sume blik.

dh brtmbhla sorng kaum adam kat umah aku ni sb ade abg ipar ngn anak sdara bru..huhu..cute sgt2.

thun ni x sedondon pn bju ryer...sb ktrang ni sume blk raye last mnt.so,msg2 beli sndiri jer..tu yg suker ati jer nk pkai bju per..

erm..klau citer psai raye ni pnjg citernyer...so, aku just pndekkan kt cni jela...dh mlz sbnrnyer nk menaip ni..maklumla..umur dh mngkat...ksbaran mkin berkrang..ehe..

pe yg ptgnyer raya ni..aku dpt bersama ngn family aku yg aku syg bangat.!!!+mntak ampunla sgala salah silap yg aku dh wat slama ni...huhu.baik kan aku ni!!!..tp ade stu jer x lngkap...buah ati x dtg raye ...sdey sketla..(uhuk2)..xpela..next yer pnjg umur..ade jdoh,dtgla kan...

A moment to remember....

2009-08-29T05:54:00.000-07:00

semua kenangan kt sek ni x mungkin aku lupakan........

That was my 2nd school I did practical.It was like home....the children...the teachers...the staffs..they are so nice to me. (that was my first impression).After all.....it turns like this,,,,,,

kelas pertma yg aku msuk was year 3. Mula2 mmg aku get excited cuz I think they r cuties.Then...the journey begins. drang really excited tgk aku...dun know if I'm so attractive to them.(haha...^_" ). bile aku introduce myself and tell that I'm going to teach them for 2 months, drang mkin excited..and started making noise. aku...aku btl2 x phmla ngn bdk2 ni.huhu....
second day aku msuk clas tu, drang mnjerit lg bile aku msuk. so,aku pn startla lesson aku ngan plan yg aku dh wat.
that time aku ajar "Electricity". punyela x ckup tgn aku bwk sume litar2 kt lab sb nk tnjuk kat drang. then, bile aku nk bg bhan kt each group, keadaan dh jd chaos sket....n aku plg x than sgt ngn sorng bdk ni. kuat btl pg toilet n berjalan.x smpai 5 second pn..he will not at his place.ade skali tu die ckp kt aku:

me : ey, kmu nk ke mane tu???sit at your place and listen to me!!!
he: ala teacher....sy nk pg kt tmpt kwn sy skejap,,,ade hal nk bncang.
me : awk nk bncg pe??sy x sruh awk bncg pape lg.
he : ala teacher ni....skejap jer....skejap je..(smbil wat muke seposen)
me : x boleh!!! teacher ckp dduk tmpat awk.dgr ckp sy,or awk nk kne pmbris ni!!(wat muke garang)

...at first aku lega die ikut ckp aku,then,bile aku pndg skali lg....he's gone!!bile aku cri,ade kt tmpt kwn die...really trickyla bdk ni.napela die ni dgil sgt...nak pkul x smpai ati..ank org.
another time,aku sruh dak tu dduk ngn kwn die before start teaching.tp aku plik sgt..die mti2 x nak ikut.die nk jgk dduk kt tmpt die..aku sgtla x phm ngn dak ni...

actly...aku bkn nk cite psl dak ni jer...tp he got my attention...n nme die la aku plg sng nk ingt mula2 and until now....n one more thing,last day aku msk clas tu, I know something bout 'him'.and that thing keeps rolling through my head.hope..he'll not do mistakes in the future,dats my wish.

Another world.....

2009-08-08T10:00:00.000-07:00

today..its today..I'm so happy..to be with him..such a great time I ever had.
once again..my heart beat faster.does it LIKING or LOVE???

I know,he'll do anything for me...I do believe him and nver doubt..dats my weakness.
sometimes..I do not know myself.missing him like crazy..its what I do.Always waitin on da phone..
can't wait to see him...friends,what should I do??

Does it worth being like diz??....hopefully..he'll not leave me.

-end of time-1.22 p.m

HEY LADIES....

2009-08-06T09:59:00.000-07:00

penatnyerrrrrrrrrrr practical...!!!!!.finally aku leh rest gak for one week.risau...really worry psal H!NI ni.ntah apela dose mnusia ni kan.org yg mkn b*** tu x kene.yg x mkn ni plak yg kene.its not fair,kan!!
mula2 aku rse virus ni xdela gile punye bhaya..tp bile too many people die bcoz of diz,aku cuak jgkla.aku yg duk kt negeri yg bnyk virus ni rse x slamt dah.bygkanlah..in one day..3 people die.yg keciannye bdk2 kecik yg x brslah2.

arini,aku pg sekolah ngn smngat brkobarla nk teach dak yer 5 ksyangan aku 2. drang ni nmpk ade smgt nk bljr.tp nkal sket.pas2 bnyk sgt tnyer.every words yg aku ckp,sume drang nk tnye.letih gakla kdg2 tu.but sometimes its fun lyan drang ni.
kerisauan aku psal H1n1 ni bertmbh bile tbe2 ramai plak dak yag dmam n skit tekak kt sek aku. td dak2 yg skit ni gather kat kantin sek. trmasukla a few students dri class aku. so, aku ambk early precaution, pkai mask spnjang lesson aku arini. rimas gak actlly pkai lme2 ni. dahla nk ajar drang. rse cam trsekatje nk brckp. so, trpksela aku kuatkan lg volume suara aku yg pling maksimum smpai aku pn dh jd skit tekak blik.

precaution..precaution...
aku dh cam mak nenek bg ingtn kt dak2 kelas aku ni...pkai mask slalu...tgn tu bsuh slalu...jgn duk dkt2 ngn org x kenal.yg pnting,jgn dkat ngn akula...huhu(jht sket)...tp dak2 ni ssh nk fhm sket..drang nk gak slam ngn aku.biasela..lovely tcher.hahah..(prasan).pas2 suke duk dkt2 ngn aku.kalu xde pnykit ni,aku pn xdela kisah.tp,sb aku tkut sgt kot.yela..sape nk mati muda2 ni.amal pn x ckup lg.idup pn x puas.

then...bile sek aku announce cuti kuarntin,aku pe lg,tersgtla gmbiranye...tp xdela terjerit2 cam dak drjah stu. dak2 ni,punyela excited.kecoh stu seklh.but,at da sme time,aku risau gak ngn dak2 sek ni.kecian kt drang.nt kene ganti sek blik.aku pn xtaula cmner nt.dhla x hbes observed lg.rse practcal ni bnyk ganguan btul.mcm2 hal jadi.

ok.la.seems smpai cnijela aku nk share...mta pn dh mngntuk dah..kite continue next time e...
tgkla...bile aku btl2 free.gd nyte....

-end report-2.03 p.m

1234...

2009-06-11T09:40:00.000-07:00

1 2, 1 2 3 4-Give me more lovin' than I've ever had,Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad,Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not,Make it feel good when I hurt so bad, Barely gettin' mad,I'm so glad I found you; I love bein' around you.

You make it easy, it's easy as 1,2- 1,2,3,4There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love youThere's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do-(I love you)I love you.

Give me more lovin' from the very start,Piece me back together when I fall apart,Tell things you never even tell your closest friends-Make it feel good when I hurt so bad, Best I that I've had,I'm so glad I found you, I love bein' around you.

You make it easy, it's easy as 1,2- 1,2,3,4There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love youThere's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do- (I love you)I love you.(I love you) I love you.

You make it easy, it's easy as 1,2- 1,2,3,4There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love youThere's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do-(I love you)I love you.

dedicated for someone that I love

diari hati..

2009-06-11T08:54:00.000-07:00

mlm ini...ku sendiri..tiada yg menemani...lala...(lgu brkumandang di radio)
...aku..tetap di sini..melayani fikiran sendiri..
sepanjang hidup aku..inilah kali pertama aku merasakn aku bgitu sedih dgn hidupku..
aku bingung (@##$%)+celaru+resah+keliru dgn diri aku sndiri.ape yg aku mhukan dlm hidup ini????adakah kebahagiaan itu selalu hadir?adakah tiada maslah yang akan bertandang???
apakah aku harus memikirkan masalah org lain???apakah aku harus menanggung segala bebanan???

dugaan itu adakalanya menyakitkan+mengecewakan+membuat aku lemah....namun,kadangkala dugaan itu membuat aku sedar akan realiti kehidupan ini. aku mula belajar daripada kesilapan.hidup ini x semudah yang kita sangkakan. adakalanya pahit..adakalanya manis.

Ya Allah...kau berilah aku kekuatan+ketenangan yg tidak mungkin aku temui di dunia ini..
semoga aku mampu menghadapi segala dugaanNYA...sesungguhnya,setiap dugaanNYA itu akan sentiasa mengingatkanku akan kebesaranNYA.

ACCIDENT!!!!...

2009-06-11T06:49:00.000-07:00

31th of May 2009,

adalah kmlngn pertma yg aku tgk spnjng school break ni...

....accident ni agak dsyat gak...4 person died on the dot.(dipercayai org indon).

time ni aku on the way nk pergi K.L. this accident happened kt highway temerloh.

nseb baikla time tu aku kat lane yg lain.so xdela trsepit ngn jam yg amat dasat tu..

actually nk tgk gak if bleh tlg...tp cam drang dah angkat mayat2 msuk ambulans...so.I just pass by.

11th of June 2009,

still dlm cuti lg. x sngka diz the 2nd time aku tgk accident yg dsat lg.bt diz time scary abes...

pe yg aku nmpk...lori tangki minyk shell btl2 hlng jalan n sebuah satria (dark blue) yg dh remuk habes. enjin satria tu dh terbelh dua.tyr pn ntah tercmpak mne la...

orgnye aku pn xtau hidup or dh mati..tp if tgk keadaan satria tu,mmg dh xde hrapan nk hidup.

dat time aku on the way ngn fmily aku nk ke bndar.ktrang biase lalu kt kuantan bypass jer cuz lg cepat smpai.

but then,x sangka ade accident yg sgt dsat tu.

abah aku trus trun bile nmpk drang kuarkan org yg tersepit bwh kete.aku tgkjela...xkn nk cbuk angkat plak..(x daye..huhu).

thank GOD. org 2 cam xde cdera truk sgt.just kt telinga die bleeding sket.tp aku mmg plik sgt.kete rmuk gile kene lnggar lori cm2 leh slmt lg.tu la kuasa tuhan.

hopefully xde tangki minyak yg bcor.if not,hbes sume kete kt situ..including me.

p/s: kpd sume driver2 yg kt luar tu.."don't drink and drive"...jgn bwk laju2 sgt even kete korng tu dh pkai ekzos turbo ke...modified enjin ker.if korng nk tnjuk khebtan korng 2...better prgi lmbe kt litar je.x kemane nyer..dpt bala adela.

gmbr kt ats ni bkn yg sbenar e..aku x smpt nk ambk yg real.korng nk tau more,bce paper la.

sekian aje story aku for this school break....wanna know more???.....to be continue....XXXX

it is all about practical.....

2009-04-04T17:49:00.000-07:00

..practical....practical...practical...
what a tired works!!
it's already passed two weeks that I had to attend school.
only today...I have a chance to write something in my beloved blogs.
my life quite messy during the past two weeks.
the first day I attend to school,everything was so new and I'm like a stranger there.
i'm so nervous actually when the first time teaching pupils there.
class 2D.-really scared me.
i've no choice..i hve to enter that class.it's really...really humalitating!!annoying!!!messy!!and I've got screwed there.they are so naughty.have no respect to me.what should I do???screaming?shouting?scold them?i think there's no point if I do that.just wasting my energy.
so, i decided to teach something to them,unlucky..only few from them are listening to me,the rest are playing around,shouting,running...huh!!what a difficult job!!!
then, i started to think something..am I able to be a teacher?am I able to teach them?am I the worst teacher??should I quit this job??
mybe...mybe this is my first time teaching...as a newcomers, i have to learn lots of things from all of them.i've to try my best.

"God,please help me in everything I do. Please make them listen to me,even just once.

-haz-(9.00 .m)

today i'm alone..

2009-03-13T11:18:00.000-07:00

hari ini...

aku duk sorng2 je kat umah sewa ku ini.semua housemates aku dh blek.so,i'm living alone.kalu ikutkan, bukn nk duduk sorng sgt.tp tiket semua dh habes tuk arini.tu la pdahnye suke beli tiket lmbt2.pdan muka aku kan!!

tadi..

aku keluar mkan kejap dekat zing do (restoran korea) ngn nana n lala.ni lala punyer idea la.die blk mlm ngn bu.so, die pn joinla aku ngn nana. best jgk mkn kt situ.harga standardla.xdela mhl sgt.aku rse dh mcm kt negara korea je mkn kt c2.huhu...go zing do(bukn shin dong)

kepda nana, thanks sbab bwak ktrang pegi mkan kat citu + hntr aku balik sok.(jasamu dikenang). huhuuu.

malam ini...

sebab aku dh xde sape nk berckp..aku pn berckpla melalui blog aku ni. walupun mlut aku trtutup je, tp aku xla rse bosan sgt cuz adela bende yg aku nk wat.lg satu, disebabkn ade org yg sudi nk temankan aku spnjg mlm ni,aku xla rse tkut sgt.(...yg tersayang)heeee...

the hard day went away...

2009-03-13T10:28:00.000-07:00

....hari-hari yg memenatkan dah berlalu.aku rasakan satu kelegaan buat diriku setelah menghantar satu assignment yg aku rasakan agak susah untuk disiapkan. sepanjang 3 hari cuti,aku asyik menghadap depan lappi jer..kalu x wat assgmnt eng, aku wat edu.maybe itu satu perubahan buat aku sebab sebelum ni aku bukanlah seorang yg komited kalu nk ciapkan assignment. kadg2 aku wat mcm gitu jer...asalkan ciap.ade ape yg patut sudah.x pyah nk beria-ria nk t.up2.

tapi.....

dalam masa yg sama, aku mnjadi semakin bingung+pelupa+hilang fokus+x hirau sgt kat org lain.
adakah ini effect dripada membuat assignment???atau aku terlalu banyak berfikir??
hidup ni kadg2 tu susahla...kalau kite x nk hadapi, mmg x boleh nk teruskan hidup especially dkat tmpt aku blajar ni. kadg2 tu, keje dhla bnyk.aktiviti lain pn bnyk.secara fisiologinye..bdan ni dh x lart nk melayan benda-benda ni. tp disebabkan semangat tu msih ada..aku teruskan jugakla.

lepas ni....

ade lagi satu cabaran yg aku kene hadapi.whether i'm willing or not, i must face it.
sejurus shj cuti berakhir, aku akan ditempatkan di sebuah sekolah di melaka tengah. sekolah ni namenye sk seri duyong..mybe adik kpada sk duyong kot. aku kene mngajar bdk2 sek rendah tu selama sebulan tanpa cuti kecuali weekend je la. YA TUHAN....kecut perut aku rasenye.ni merupakan kali pertama aku kene mengajar btul2 budak sekolah. seblm ni..aku just pegi wat pbs je..tengok2 sek,tgk cikgu mngjar,kene dgr cermh and so on . but this time, i have to teach them. aku rasekan tanggungjawab tu sgt besar. nk ajar anak org smpai dirang fhm bukanla senang. mcm2 kene fikirkan. activity+worksheet+materials. semua nk kene fikir...
tapi, bile aku fkir2 balik, kenapa KPLI bleh mengajar,sdangkan drang hanya setahun je bljr pedagogi.tu pn x sampai setahun kalau kira btl2. yg aku ni dh 2 tahun lebih bljr pedagogi,x kan x bleh mengajar jgak kn.

kesimpulannya...

pokok pangkalnye..aku kenela ykin dgn diri aku sendiri.x boleh harapkan org lain. ape ilmu yg aku bljr selama ni...aku x bolehla sia-siakn . kalau x, xde gunala ape yg aku bljr selama ni kan.
satu lagi..aku bersyukur sgt lect yg akan observe aku nt dh tukar. yg baru ni pn aku tkut jgk.tp better la sket kot cuz aku mmg dh kenal lect tu wlaupun aku x thu samada lect tu ingt ke x kat aku.

sambungan...next post

bnda pnting dalam hidup aku...

2009-02-27T10:44:00.000-08:00

compact powder ni aku akan bwk ke mana saje as my loyal protection from the sunlight
muka aku ni oily sket..so,kenela slalu touch up ngn powder ni...

mascara ni aku beli sbab teringin sgt nk pakai..biasela,terpengaruh ngn my sisters.
so, to maintain the hypercurl of my eyelash, aku akan bwkle mascara ni sntiasa wherever I go la

mp3 ni bnda yg pling aku syg...aku akan sntiasa bwk ke mana sje cuz aku ni suker lyan music..
kdg2..dgr lgu ni cam hlang tension aku..

digi cam ni gak bnda yg pling aku syng.ssha tau nk beli.kene pnat lelah kmpul duit,baru leh beli cuz aku bkn ank org kaye pn.dpt beli ni,rase hepi yg teramat sgt.n aku rase hdup aku cam dh lengkap.hehe..

Benda-benda ni is really important to me.pendek kata, everytime aku kuar,brang2 ni la yg aku slalu bwak dlm my handbag.

1. hand+phone
2. mp3
3. digital+camera
4. compact+powder
5. mascara

A birthday gift...hepi..hepi..hepi!!!

2009-02-27T10:17:00.000-08:00

Happy burfday to me..happy burfday to me....haha..kecian aku,kene nyanyi sndiri*_^.
ni la burfday gift yg amat special aku trima from my housemates.(thanks frenz)

kek ni aku x tahu drang beli bile n i've no idea....actually ptg tu yana ngn azie kuar n aku dgr drang cam pegi psar mlam ngn nana.dat time aku sdikit ala-ala kecik atila cuz darng pegi tnpa mngajak diriku ini.time tu plak aku mmgle lpar. then, malam tu, aku as usual bz dpan l.top..doing what i suppose to do.then again, lala ajak aku pg ruang tamu.aku ingatkan sumthin happen or ade cik T ker. rupenye..si nana ngan nad dtang bwk kek buah yg sedap ni depan aku...patutle aku rase cam pelikjer lala tibe2 pnggil aku.

nway,aku rse terharu jgkle ngn kwn2 aku yg baik hati ni...mybe aku jnis yg x celebrate burfday kot.tp pe yg peliknyer..aku x rse pn umur aku ni dh brubah.cam same jer....hehe(nk ckp muda la tu)

penghargaan kpada:

-zana
-yana
-lala
-azie
-asmat
-nana
-nad
-rakan2 sekelas yg terlibat secara langsung dan x langsung

ucapan: thanks 4 da sweet cake and luv u all..muuuaaah!!

A loves day...

2009-02-16T09:39:00.000-08:00

Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart. ~Kay Knudsen

If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden. ~Claudia Ghandi

When I'm not there... do you think of me? When you're sad and something's bothering you... do you wish I were there to help comfort you? When you've had a long hard day... do you smile knowing that soon you'll be seeing me, and everything will seem better, even if it's just for a moment? When you lay down at night... do you look back and cherish the new memories you've made with me? And when you get up in the morning, does everything inside of you smile, knowing that this will be another day that we'll be together? because that's how I think of you...

Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but some how feeling warm inside because you're close in heart.

A lot of people walk in and out of my life, but... you're one of the only ones I ever really wanted to stick around.

*** Some words for someone who I really miss....

citer ni mmg best..thriller habes...

2009-02-15T05:50:00.000-08:00

This is first time aku tgk filem mlyu yg sgt2 best...x cye..korang tgkla sndri..
filem ni leh kasi aku skt jntung pn ada...crius.

at beginning..korang akn gelak je..x kering gusila..then,in the middle...korang akn duduk x senang sb asyik trkjut je.end od the story...jd citer sdey plak dah...aku pn x thu cmne air mta aku ni leh mnitis di pipiku tnpa kusedari..ehe....

kat sini aku nk share sketla pe yg interesting in this thriller story...

Filem ni filem 3D CGI yang pertama kat Malaysia.
It takes 2 yers nk hasilkan filem animasi 3D ni (bukan senang tu)
Filem ni makan bugjet bnyak gak...korang agk brape??? (shhhhhhhhh.. 4 juta tau!
Panjang filem ni 90 minit..(x sempat nk pnas punggung pn)..
pengarah filem ni adlh seniour MMU..graduated la

ni la watak yg pling aku suke dlm citer ni....nme die opet..comel sgt!!!!
die suke mkn durian...tp kecian kt die,trpksa berpsh ngn mk die..so die sstla sorg2 dlm htan tu.
slebihnya....korg tgkla sndri..nt director mrah klu aku cite bnyk2 ni..huhu

so..pe tunggu lg..jomla rmai2 kite tgk filem "geng"

The exhausted day...

2009-02-03T06:57:00.000-08:00

hari ni adlh hari yg plg mmenatkan..starting from morning...until evening

7.15 a.m
Bgn pg td dhla lmbt gile...class kul 8.00..bgn dh kat 7.3..punyela rushing..toilet satu je.nk kene take trtn lg..pyh2..
msk2 class..ckgu dh ade...pas2 bljar psl electrochemisty lak..fuh!!ngantuk gile ma..tp aku jegilkan jgkle biji mata ni disebabkn aku dduk meja dpan skali..huhu

10.30 a.m
nseb bek tyme englsh mdm x msuk..tp aku joinla dk2 class practice jazz chant yg x brapa nk chant 2.srnk mmgla srnk.tp pening gk nk pk kn gyenye.yg len cam sbuk ngn presntation edu...

12.30 p.m
tyme ni class edu.aku agk kecuakkn sketla cuz possibilty group aku kne presnt mybe arini.
tp syukurla sgt2...jst 2 group je wat.bnyk jgkle drng kne hntam ngn lect tu.hbes sume die komen..dr bnde yg kecik2..smpaila yg bsar2nye.wat aku cuak je nk presnt nt.

2.30 p.m
ketika saat ni timbulla stu isu yg hangt sgt...actly psl nk plh calon wakil pljr jer..tp yg jd problm bsarnye,sume org xnk.(trmsukla aku skali)ade yg nk pn dh 50/50.mcm mne 2!!!
mmgla org ckp boleh cari pnglamn jd wkil pljr ni.tp bg aku...bnyk lg bnda len yg kite leh wat tuk cari pnglamn.lgpn aku mmg x suke sistm die sndri.bnyk drang wat ikut kpla drang jer.langsung x fkir hak2 plajr..kdg2 tu,cam xde rasional drang jlankan sesuatu bnda.(mula la aku nk condemn ni)..aku rase dah krang sket dose aku duk luar ni..bukn pe..dlu asyk ngutuk jer keje aku..x puas ati inila..itula.smpai aku jd trsgtla tensionnyer..
ha..berblk smula psal nk plih clonnyer..at last,xde decision pn.drang suh wat slat istiharah nk mntk ptnjukla.aku mmg x nk...n x nk.lgpn x sesuaile ngn jiwa aku ni...lgpn aku mmg sesuka ati akuje nk wat pape.klau aku rase bnde2 x slah dri sgi hkum mnusia,aku go on je.wtpela kite nk jd cam "lmbu kene cucuk je".

4.00 p.m
practice jazz chant lg...so tiredla.nk wat gye pn dkt 1 hour.kjap nk wat gaye camni..jap lg wat gye cm2..ntahle..xtau mne satu nk wat.msg2 ade ctrasa drang sndri.nk point kat stone pn jd mslh gk..pape je la..no komen.

5.00 p.m
rempit!!!!lju gile cycling.dh lmbt nk pg stadium.cam gmpk je wat gerko kt stadium..huhu..
ingtkn kene lari 400m..nseb bekla 30m je..tu pn dh semput gk.srnk lari kt trek..tp trek cm hampeh jer..ciap ade cam benjol2 lg.kring!!!!!!!!!.yeye..dh bleh blk.kjap je.

6.30p.m
blk umh..kene msk lak..pning lak psl nk mask ikn....
..........lpar da.nk mkn!!!
kpenatan aku berakhir smpai saat aku postkn blog ni..huhu..
k.la.sleep tyme.adios.

Apakah yg terjadi???

2009-02-01T02:51:00.000-08:00

Tgkla ni..ape dh jadi ngn lesung rumh ku ini??? ibunya masih sihat..anaknya dh ptah tulang..
hurm..apela naseb....
al-kiashnye trjd bile seorng housemates ku memegng lesung trsebut..pada ketika itu, tgan kirinya sedng mmemegang sayur (x silap aku la)...oleh krana kekurangan keseimbangan badan,lalu anak lesung tersbt telah melompat degn riangnya menuju ke lantai....
akibatnya...terbelah la ank lesung trsbut mnjadi dua..
(nseb baikla xde sesiapa yg tercedera pada ketika itu)

tp...wlaupun keadaannya yg agak daif itu, aku masih mnggunakannya degn maksimum...cuma rase cam pelik sketla bile nk tmbuk.

k.la..2 je story yg aku nk share ngan korang...sb aku pn dh xtau pe nk merepek dalam blog ni..2 la....dlu gtal2 nk wat blog...hurm..

xpela....aku watle pe yg patut.

cam x percaya jer...

2009-01-21T08:40:00.000-08:00

Arini aku blajr psal bintang n galaxy(bkn bintang popular or galaxy magazine)...
yg ni btl2 real stars n galaxy...mcm x prcaya je..baru skrg aku thu yg bumi kite ni teramatla kecik yg berganda2..x leh nk dgambarkan dgn kata2 la.

ape yg aku tahu, bumi kite ni dlm galaksi Bima Sakti...smpai stkt tu je la...pngethauan am aku ni pn bknnye luas sgt.lg satu aku ni tramatla sgt mls mmbaca.klau sthun 2 boley kire dgn jari je bku yg aku bce(except bku rujukn la..sb nk xm)..

Actly,klau korg nk tau,dlm galxy kite ni or dlm bhasa org putehnye "MILKY WAY"...berbilion2 stars yg ada.dan slah satu stars yg plg famous kt c2 is our sun.rasenye sume org tau our sun is so..so..big.x trkira dh kbesrannye.tp kalu korg tgk pic kt bwah ni,x besar mne pn sun kite ni.kecik je

"The Milky Way is believed to be more than 13 billion years old, which is estimated to be virtually as old as the entire Universe itself. The Milky Way galaxy is actually just one of billions of galaxies contained within the Universe, although very little is currently known about its seemingly infinite galactic counterparts. "

(klau ikut petikan ni, galaksi kite dah wjud slama 13 bilion tahn.actly,ade story di seblk pmbntukkan galaksi ni.tp aku mlz nk cite kat cni...complicated sgt.korg carila sndiri e.Galaksi kite ni hnyalah salah satu drpda berjuta2 galaksi dlm alam smesta ni.So,bnyk sbnrnye glaksi yg wjud kt alam smesta ni n tersngtla bsarnye smpai tak tercapai akalku ini)

Kt sni aku mula trtanya2 n terkebil2(bak kate mr.B)...mcm mnela scientist ni bleh kaji smpai ke galaksi2 ni.kalu tgk photo2 yg drng ambk2 rase cam x percya je...besar sgt!!!kalu sun dh tramat kecik dlm galaksi tu,inikan plak bumi kite ni..agknye lg kecik dri kuman kot.

Aku post bnde ni pn sje2..suke2...syok jgk bljr bnde alah ni..at least brtmbhla sdkt pngethuan am aku ni...xdela katak bwh bldi je kn!!so,aku hrp sesape je la yg brmnt nk kaji psl bnde ni,kajila brpndukn kitab suci kite "AL-QURAN".kalu x mmg confirmla korg leh jd gile sb bnde ni di luar akal pkiran kite.so,smpai stkt ni je la aku nk share..yg len cri sndrila...bnyk kt tnet.

we must do something for them...

2009-01-11T00:10:00.000-08:00

salam...

Kpada rkan2 , aku mryu pd korg semua...boikoitla brg2 yng mnyumbng kt Israel yg kejam tu...
korang x kecian ke tgk org muslim yg same agame ngn kite kene tindas mcm 2....bdk2 kecik lg..tak tau pape mati mcm 2 je..seolah2 nyawa mnusia ni xde nilai lngsung.

Rase sedih+simpati+benci kt Israel....memang xde perikemanusiaan.Cubalah bayangkan kalau kite berada kt tempt org2 palestin2.apa yang kite patut buat???aku pn x tau...mungkin dh jd slh seorng mangsa yg terkorban.

Kita sekadar boleh tengok...simpati...tumpang sedih dgn ape yg berlaku kt dunia ni.tapi cube kite tanye diri kita sndiri..ape yg kita boleh buat nk bntu mereka??ade ke yg snggup nk pergi serang Israel???ade ke yg snggup bagi khidmat kat sana???

Aku..sbgai manusia biasa..x boleh nk wat semua tu.tp aku oleh buat ape yang termampu je.Oleh sebab itu,sbgai muslim..kita boleh berdoa.Jadi berdoalah untuk mereka dan sbgai rkyat Malaysia....kalu kerajaan srh boikoit..buat je la.x susah pn...aku pn pkai je brg2 U.S tu...yg dh pkai 2 aku trusjela..xkn nk buang kn..bli ngn duit jgk.tp,kite x pyahla gtl2 nk beli dh lg...brg buatan Malaysia pn dh bnyk kt market.

p/s:pe yg aku tlis ni xde kene mngene antara yg hdup ataupn mati..just sbgai pringatn tuk korg semua...harp korg sume supportla usaha yg baik ni..jgnle buat x kesah jer..

Sumthin nice...

2009-01-10T02:43:00.000-08:00

1)Do you think you're hot?
erm....am I hot???I don't think so..but I love 'hot' things,'hot songs,'hot food n 'hot' guys(ehehee)

2)Upload your favourite picture of you!

3)Why do you like that picture?
**cuz its a big reflection of us!!!..magic x???snap gmbr cermin,tp muka ktrg yg muncul...

4)When was the last time you ate your pizza?
**aku pn dh x ingt sgt...rsenye last time aku mkn ngn family aku...celebrate my father burfdy.
(29 Dis 08)

5)The last song you listened to?
**I kiss a girl(Katy Perry)...but I won't dare try that...

6)What are you doing right now besides this?
**listen to blog songs (love najla songs)....sdey

7)What name would you prefer besides yours?
**I love adora names....its my reflection.

People i tag
1) Apiz
2) Najlaa@bunga
3)Nana
4) Noor Hayana

8)Who is number 1?
**He's so special...i'm so lucky to have him besides me.(request ur blog..plz)

9)Number 3 is having a relationship with?
**don't have idea....nt aku siasat dlu e...

10)Who is number 2?
**she's my classmates,jokemates...sengal sket,nice girl...chaiyok nana.

11)What so special about no 2?
**I would nver found a girlfriends like her...(sincerely)

time to act...

2009-01-09T05:14:00.000-08:00

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kekejaman Israel....

2009-01-09T04:33:00.000-08:00

09/01/2009 5:32pm

BAITULMAQDIS 9 Jan. _ Pertubuhan Bangsa-Bangsa Bersatu (PBB) hari mendedahkan kekejaman askar Israel pada 4 Januari lalu, yang membunuh ramai orang awam yang berkumpul dalam sebuah rumah sebelum membedil rumah berkenaan.

Menurut PBB yang memetik keterangan beberapa orang saksi, askar Israel telah mengarahkan kira-kira 110 penduduk Palestin memasuki sebuah rumah di Zeitun, sebelum membedil rumah itu berkali-kali 24 jam kemudian, menyebabkan kira-kira 30 orang maut.

PBB berkata, saksi-saksi melaporkan kejadian itu berlaku pada 4 Januari lalu.

Pejabat PBB bagi Penyelarasan Hal-Ehwal Kemanusiaan (OCHA) yang memetik keterangan beberapa saksi melaporkan, pada 4 Januari lalu askar Israel yang berjalan kaki memindahkan kira-kira 110 penduduk Palestin, separuh daripada mereka kanak-kanak, ke dalam sebuah rumah kecil di Zeitun dan memberi amaran kepada mereka supaya jangan keluar.

Kira-kira 24 jam kemudian, tentera Zionis telah membedil rumah tersebut berkali-kali, menyebabkan kira-kira 30 orang terkorban. - Utusan Malaysia

I love this songs right here...

2008-12-17T23:52:00.000-08:00

We're driving slow through the snow on Fifth Avenue
And right now radio's all that we can hear
Now we ain't talked since we left, it's so overdue
It's cold outside but between us it's worse in here

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye
To find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

Everyday, seven takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now 'fore we go to sleep
But will we sleep once I tell you it's hurting me

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye
To find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothing's wrong
But there is no more time for lies
'Cause I see sunset in your eyes

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye
To find a way that I can tell you

That I gotta do it,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it
I hate this part
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it

I hate this part right here
And I just can't take these tears

I hate this part right here

marks: Really loves this songs.

ice...ice baby..

2008-11-28T05:59:00.000-08:00

me n lala...die pn join skali men.cian die,she's really try hard to be on the ice.tu la aku dh ckp,bkn senang nk berjln ats ice ni....die pn byk kli jtuh cm akula,tp die tkut sket nk ride ats ice2.so,kenela tlg kwn aku sorg nih.huhu.

berat tu nk jln ngn kasut ni....

oppss..ade tmbhn sorg ahli lg...new friends,kenl tyme men kt c2
(curly hair gurl)

cerita di sebalk bermain ice-skating...

.......fuh!!gilela..bapak r susah nk balance ats ice tu.nmpak cm senag jer..huhu.
first step aku lngkah msuk mmg rase cam nk jtuh,mklumla,first time.aku pn start berfikrla,cmne aku nk gerak ni,nk ke depan cam nk jtuh,nk ke blkg confirm jtuh..huhu,nk ke tepi mmg x reti langsung.akhirnya,aku mndpt stu idea,dlu aku pernh men rollerblade.rasenye lbeh kureng je cara men die ngn ice skating.so, aku pn mnggunakan skill men rollerblade tme tu.dgn confidentnye aku pn redah je ice tu.aku rase dh mcm2 gaye aku men.nk kire trlanggar org2 bnyk kli jgkla..tp jtuh 2 kali je(xde yg tercedera e).
yeay!!!finally aku brjaya jgk men ice skating.dah brape kali ntah aku pusing2...rse cm dah x nk blk pn ade..hehe.aku pn stopla men bile kaki aku dh mmg xleh bla dh.apa-apa pn aku mmg enjoy abesla dat time.btter korg try diz sports.really challenging.....

p/s: korg try la this sports.boleh thn kelasaknnye.+klu x confident just men tepi2 jela.sakt do klau jtuh.huhu...//ha,one more things,plz bring ur stokin wangi n glove yg korg wt tuk brkebun tu e kalu nk main(jmat sket).

His name is Irfan Fahri...

2008-11-28T05:29:00.000-08:00

hurm...how should I call him?..Irfan or Fahri??
I think fahri is a nice name,its unique,so I prefer to call him fahri cuz its reminds me of one story.(if u know it).....
some pieces of fahri.

born on 26 of November 2008 (same burfday ngn pk.lah)
with 2.5 kg of weight(kecik sgt)
see the world at 6.00pm

right here..right now,I'm hepi with that

its a long break..what am I going to do?????

2008-11-27T00:07:00.000-08:00

What am I going to do diz break????

Hurm...tyme sek x sbar nk cuti,tp bile dh start break tak tau plak nk wtper...perlukah aku wat bodo je????...oh..no,thats not my principles.diz break aku mmg x nk keje cuz aku ade plan len.hehe
So,first thing yg aku wat tyme cuti ni is watching movies n dramas yg aku dh dwnload 2..
Nie antara movies yg aku dh tgk:

Seducing Mr.Perfect (korea)
Bambino (Japan)
My tutor friends 2 (korea)
Witch Yoo Hee (on progress)
Upin n Ipin (raye punyer)
Hanakimi (on progress)

erm..rsenyer bnyk lg..tp semua separ2 je..bisela aku..dh boring tukar citer len
Sume list yg aku dh tgk ni mmg best.korg tgkla..u will not regret...

Second things yg aku kene wat is being a babysitter..(boleh caye ker??)...
aku kn tgh mengganggur skrg ni...so,keje ni je kot yg plg sesuai tuk aku.hehe..even x dpt income pn,asal dapat mkan free pn kire ok la 2.Tp,nmpknyer aku jgk yg kene jd chef ni!!!! tp its ok la gak,aku mmg mnt msk...tp yg luarbiase la..yg bise2 ni cm x pndai sgt.

So,adela gk keje aku nk wat cuti ni.erm,psanan kpda rkan2-rkanku yg tgh cuti ni,watla sumthin yg leh tmbh input dlm otak kite ni or pnglmn ker.jgnla mkn+tido+mkn+tdo je.

BAMBINO vs BAN SHOGO

2008-11-26T23:41:00.000-08:00

Alternative Title: バンビーノ!
Genre: Food
Film Date: April, 2007
Total Episodes: 11
Japan Casts:
Asou Kousuke, Fukiishi Kazue, Hoshan, Ichimura Masachika, Ikeuchi Hiroyuki, Karina, Kitamura Kazuki, Komatsu Ayaka, Matsumoto Jun, Mukai Osamu, Sasaki Kuranosuke, Sasaki Takao, Sato Ryuta, Sato Yusuke, Toda Keiko, Uchida Yuki, Yamamoto Kei
Description:

A drama adaptation of a popular comic written by Sekiya Tetsuji. After a year of working at a neighborhood Italian restaurant, Ban Shogo (Matsumoto Jun), an enthusiastic, cocky young college student from Fukuoka, comes to Tokyo to perfect his cooking skills as a chef in Italian cuisine. He discovers he has much to learn and has to continually prove himself to the very competitive, quick and efficient staff at the upscale Italian restaurant.

moshi..moshi..

suke sangat ciiter ni..aku habeskan tgk diz drama within 3 days..tu pun tme mlm jer..pe yang aku suke sangt kat citer ni ek..let me tell u all:

Main character is cute,encem n cool(bile tyme die pkai uniform chef)
Aku mmg suke tgk org msk+suke makan
Sume chef dalm tu really cool (tyme drang msk 2)
Citer ni bg semangat kt aku nk bljr msk (especially italian cooking)
Cite ni x bnyk cintan cintun ni (part kiss pn skali jer)
Drang cilok citer ni from comics (sb tu cam cartoon sket wtak die)
Lastly.mmg aku suke tgk citer jepun

Aligato..anata,sorry desne sb sampai cini je aku leh share,klu nk thu lnh2,korng tengokla sendiri..
aku syorkn kpde sesiapa yg nk bljr mskn italy,tryla tgk..leh dpt input sket.

a moment to remember

2008-11-25T20:19:00.000-08:00

SUCH A WONDERFUL GIFT FROM GOD....

Cute kan baby ni!!!but this is not my baby....

actually aku nk bgitau org kmpg yg aku dh dpt ank sedara yg 2nd punye....em,but diz time its 'boy'...tu yg aku hepi sgt...bukan per.dlm fmly aku ni all girls,x rmai boys pn.so,its different sket diz time..hehe

smlm we all dah belikan kt upcoming baby baju die..so cute!!!hehe...semuanye kecil2 je.y bju baby cute2 ek????tringin jugak nk jd baby again ni..huhuuu.

hopefully my sis will be more happy for her 'baby boy'.....such a sweet moments

HEpi..HEpi...HEpi..

2008-11-15T10:20:00.000-08:00

This is da last outing b4 sume kengkawan aku blk kmpg....hepi+enjoying+playing(such a great times)...mase ni la nk spend masa ngn kwn2..nt dh cuti sek semua pn dh lupa diri...haha..

Tyme ni ktrg kt surau mp...huhu..bsar mk ai cermin.ni pn satu lg bende yg aku obses..(cermin)
Bagi aku,cermin tu its a gud reflection***especially for our skin.haha...pntang jmper cermin je,sure aku dh mlekat kt c2.what happen if dunia ni xde cermin ek!!!!!(lu pkirla sendiri...)

Owh...forget sumthin,let me introduce girls yg ade kt pic above ni. Diorang ni merangkap rakan serumah+rakan sekelas.Yang stand smbil cekak pinggang tu is "SHAZANA".She's the cutest among us cuz she so..so..so small+slim.(heeeeeeee).That one yg pegang camera2 is "HAYANA". She's always dreaming to be "korean girls".keep saying......(anyong+sarangheyo+kamsahamida) .Thats her 'favourites' three words!!!
Yang paling kiri sekali is "NANA"(name glamor die)...she's my classmates+the youngest person among us.Tyme kuar ni die yg drive...nmpkje mnje+lemh lmbut...tp hebat tu men bowling!!huhu..
And last but not least is "ME". Which one???heee..of course la yg x disebut kt ats. I'm not gonna talk much about myself cuz its already written in my profile.

2:52 a.m.
Hurm...its already late....I'm going to end up here. HAPPY HOLIDAY!!!!!

2008-11-09T02:10:00.000-08:00

Hidup ni mcm ice-cream,nikmatilah ia sebelum cair...huhu..ni ungkpan yg pling aku suker.if dh dtg kebahagiaan dlm hidup kita,kenala nikmatinya sebab bende yg hepi2 nie bkanla dtg selalu pn kn!!btul tak kwn2???..............
before ni aku rse cam dull je hidup aku.....tp nseb baik ade kwn2 yg best sgt2 tu aku leh enjoy my life.haha...seronok kan kalau hidup dikelilingi kwn2 yg memahami diri kita.tp aku rasa mcm satu dlm seribu je nk jadi cam2 kan!kwn2 di kala senang rmaila,tp bile tyme susah sape jer yg willing nk hadapi bersama...walaupun aku rase aku cam merepek je post bende alah ni, tapi ni btl2 dtg dri hati nurani yg x kan menipu empunya diri..hehe.satu lagi ungkapan yg aku suke.
So,ape yg aku nk luahkan kat sini btl2 isi hati aku dan aku rase hidup aku cam lagi bright dari dulu sebab aku dh found somebody yg aku rasa not bad+jujur+bnyk suke bende yg same ngn aku+phm diri aku++++plg pntg sayang kat aku...haha...stkt ni je la aku nk share,nk tahu lbh2..sorila e..

MALAYSIA vs M.A.L.A.Y.S.I.A

2008-11-05T10:10:00.000-08:00

Malaysia vs m.a.l.a.y.s.i.a???....so difficult to explain..but both have their own meaning & values to me.It seems that the words m.a.l.a.y.s.i.a had inspired me and touched a piece of my soul....such a sweet words^_^..
Sometimes a "words" could change people perception about something...is that a fact???.I'm not sure about that,but it depends on that person.....the way they think.Actually i'm attached to that words...really!!! I don't know why...the words bring lots of meaning to me.It makes me feel safe+happy+live again.Sounds that I've been trough a hard time for the past....
I need to step outside...let the past be the past and start to move on.
Between MALAYSIA and M.A.L.A.Y.S.I.A...which one is more meaningful??? for me, both of them are precious words which gives me a life. A sense of grateful cause I still could breath on a peace earth..MALAYSIA. Thanks to Malaysia.

A better day.....

2008-11-05T09:08:00.000-08:00

Today is the last paper 4 this week....a little bit relief..huhu...but next wk still have another obstacles 2 face out.
Paper arini is better than b4 la...x mcm yg b4 diz,haruk jer aku jwb...harapnye adala sket sinar kgembiraan kat situ nt.....
Time kuar xm hall 2 aku rse relief sngt cuz killer paper dah lepas.tggal yg biase2 je la.tyme tu lapar giler...biasela,time xm ni bkn ksah sgt pn nk mkn ke x.then, cam biasela aku ngan dak2 umah kuar makn.diz time ktrang mkn kt tesco...(favourite place).aku ngn zana pg mc dlu nk beli tket bas...nk blk,cuti sekolah..haha..tp yg skitnyer kene tggu lame giler en.kaunter nk ada kat c2...sbarjela..psal nk blk kn,I'll do anything!!
Jln punyer jln smpaila kmi di tesco choice.dsebabkn en.kaunter siput tu,aku ngan zna trpksala mkn lmbt...dh 2 dak umh aku pn nk blk da..dh penat sgt kot.lalu kami pn kenela mnjamu slera berdua shaja.huhu..kecian.tyme nk bli sbun kat tesco 2 adela a few mamat2 arab yg quite encem gak la.eheee...one of da group asks me "which one is good?"...time 2 aku cm x clear sgt per mamat2 ckp..but still can catch it la.hehe..aku cam biasela,dh ade mamat encem tnye...beria sket jwb.siap promote lg...then, aku tgk mamat2 ambk sbun yg aku promote kt drang..huhu..lwk tul la...dats all je la yg nice story for today.here,nk ambk ksmpatan to thanks all my housemates yg tlg mskkan+belikan brg umh+++...love u guys.

2008-10-29T03:45:00.000-07:00

this is the time we spent together one night..semua ni housemates aku yg aku cygle....^_^.ade lg yg xde dlm gmbr..tukang ambik gmbrle + tkg tengok..hahahaa.ktrang punyela excited mkn kt seoul garden2..biasela,mknan org korea gitu kan.Time tu aku mmg melantak abesla smpai x muat pinggan,azie x abes2 ngn aym stir die 2.Tapi bkn nk ckp per la beb,mmg aku enjoy abesla mkn kt c2....berbaloila byr lebih sket kan!!!

yg mkan ngn aku nila shazana saberi...my loyal friends....hehee...time ni la aku nk tnjuk skill pegang chopstick..hahaha...mula2 tu kekok gak r,tp dsebabkn aku ni dh practice pegang chopstck mkn maggie kt umh..leh lyn la. Lala,asmat ngan yana duk next table..drang cbuk mnjamu drangnyer seafood especially si udang,cian udang2 kene msk idup2..hahaaa
kalu ikutkan bnyk lg aku nk story ni,tp aku nk end here la.ni pn curi2 mase nk post. Biasela,nk xm kn.
A best of luck for me and all my housemates....aja..aja..fighting.!!!!

Kasih yang tak dianggap...

2008-10-26T10:27:00.000-07:00

Here is 'kertas band' from INDONESIA...consists of 5 members (Rizal+Radha+Andit+Endra+Argha)

Really likes this song......the bass was really gud,little bit different from other songs and touching lyrics. When listen to this songs, it makes me feel gud, forget the past...what I've been trough.Just feel free to listen.....^_^

.........aku mentari tapi tak menghangatkanmu

aku pelangi tak memberi warna di hidupmu
aku sang bulan tak menerangi malammu

akulah bintang yg hilang ditelan kegelapan

selalu itu yg kau ucapkan padaku
sebagai kekasih yg tak dianggap
aku hanya bisa mencoba mengalah
menahan setiap amarah

aku sang bulan tak menerangi malammu
aku lah bintang yg hilang ditelan kegelapan

sebagai kekasih yg tak dianggap
aku hanya bisa mencoba bersabar
ku yakin kau kan berubah

no value ker????

2008-10-26T03:20:00.000-07:00

arini..ari minggu.aku cm biase..mkn+tdo+on9..pas2 tdo blk...
ingtkn nk study sket..hampeh!!!there's no mood now cuz i'm green..
planning nk g tgk wyg mlm ni..tp x taule jd ke x..hurm,life so messy....
actually dh kering gk now,tp still nk kuar gk.mmg krang ksedran sket...ni la dnamakn khidupan,bnyk godaan..hahaha....

k.le..saje gtl2 nk post blog rni...tyme xde keje ni,better kite cri keje kan.!!cm meet uncle usin la...(la...la...la..ari2 keje...la..la...la bsan kene keje..hahaha)

first step like a siput...

2008-10-25T12:43:00.000-07:00

hei dude...what a hard work i have to do...mnyak susah le nk wt bnde blog ni
aku bknnyer terer sgt.tp berkat usaha aku ni yg tkun lg gigih..akhirnyer trhasil la gk sebuah karya blog di "public storage" page.Mula2 png gk nk pk amendela title yg plg bergaya ni...(A touch from the soul)......fuyooo..bunyi cam ala-ala touching sket kan.whtever la..aslkn aku ade tag nme yg aku wat sndiri.

nway,aku dh wat first step.the next step kene tggula...abeskan bljr dlue....
di smping itu, aku nk edit per yg ptut or x ptut...
erm..x lupe kpda cik asmt,thnks nk ajr aku gk..aku tau ko tgh bz..haha..cmnila keadaan aku klu dh png2 ni...