Saturday, July 2, 2011

heart to heart....

arini aku lari lebey kurng 1.3km.....pnt n agak penat sb dh lame sgt x lari....pttutnyer kene wat erobic b4 lari,tp sb 'big boss' kate dh x smpt,kene gak start 7.45,so,terpksela gak.rse cam nk guna lagu rihana,rncak n srnok, tp dh 'org tu beria gak nk wat lgu len,ikutler...step pn cam paper jer...
last2 x wat gak snman.terus lari.papejela...x smpai 1 hour pn,dh ciap,then wat rehearsal tuk ari sukn..bknnyer aku ade pn time sukan..benci btulla...benci....dhler cuti x dpt rbu.knp msti aku yg kene...????interview...ari2 check,tp xde berita pn.knp aku gak?????...np idup org len sngjer...
.......aku...aku tension sbnrynyer ngn keje yg aku wat nw...seolah2 xde pe yg menghepikan aku....smpai biler aku nk lalui semua ni????knp aku xleh kuar jer dri pnjara idup aku sndiri??...
idup,mati,jodoh sumer dh ditentukannyer...pattunyer aku redha ngn idup aku nw..tp aku rsa cm kosongjer....sshkn idup cmni...luarjer nmpk ok,dlm hnya tuhan yg tau...btapa aku sngsara.aku b'doa stu ari nt aku dpt kebahagiaan yg aku impikn slama ni,....jiwa aku x ksong n minda aku pn x kson


heartbroken.....

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

keronsang flora...menarik,tertarik,lain dari yang lain.hanya RM3 sebiji



ni contoh keronsang yg ada.this is handmade.
boleh pakai kt selendang,baju,tudung or as a gift.saiz sumer standard.ada banyak lg.klau nk bleh order skrg.
only RM3 for each item.delivery is available.RM1 will be charged for each delivery....

close up......














new entry..2011

its already 2011...sedar x sedar dh lme sgt aku tngglkan blog ni...
...so,wat to do next??...zmn dh berubah sket,dlu still student but now i'm workers.
keje ni pntla sket...but i'm willing to do my job.
...tnet pn xde.how could i proceed my blog like others?..so,just read other blogs and follow them quitely.
hurm,now mood tgh school holiday lg.rse mlas plak nk start keje....diz weekend i've to attend my cousin's wedding at slim river,Perak...wow...so far away from my house.rse kaki ni cam beratjer nk pg can.but ati rse nk pg.yela,ank sulong m.lang kot...must celebrate.lgpn drang dh jmput lme....

hurm..one more thing,cuti2 ni rmai member2 aku yg tunang,kwen,nikah n w.s.e....seronokla drang erk.bile time aku lak ni???...i wonder when my time comes.!!!!...nk kwen duet xde..nk cple lme2 tkut lg bnyk dosa..should i being a single????think about it...

....k.la,sleepy already.nway,nice to write than talk.have a good time everyone....:)

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Bekerja sambilan di rumah...

cuti bkn duk umah jer...kene jd tkg loading brg lak..nk wat cmner,no choice..xde abg2 nk tlg angkt..hehe.so,trpksa gak guna sumer kudrat yg ada nk angkt almari,katil,peti sjuk,dapur..waa..ni badang versi perempuan ni..hehe..pengalaman??mastila bnyk...2nd time nek lori,dduk kt blakang..huhu,rse nk terbang sumer...yg pling thrill time nek bkit,kenela hold brg2 tu xnk kasi jatuh...nseb bekla nothing happen..akhirnya selamtla sumer brg dpndahkan.

diz time,aku ngn my little sis jer yg berani duk blakang lori..my dad plak jd tkg bwk lori..srnk gak..bkn slalu pn dpt chance cmni kn...so,kwn2,nk try??best.......


lori kecil..tp bsar sumbangannya...

adoi..skit pinggang maa...smpt lg posing tu...

Thursday, January 6, 2011

musim cuti yg fun???.


hurm...pejam celik..pejam celik,x sdar dh kt dua blan aku duk umah...mmg btul2 rest ni...pntla nk tggu result posting ni..mula la nk kene pk kt mne nk tnggl,cmner knderaan nt..ngn sape nk tnggal..mcm2 dlm kpla la..srabut..

awl2 dlu bf habeskn study,mcm2 plan nk wat smntra tggu posting...antaranya:
a) belajar wat cup cake
b) belajar mnjahit
c) nk wat movie tuk classmates
d) keje part time...
e)pg melancong kt pulau..
d)nk cntekkan bdn n muka.. (pkaila pape)

finally,pe jd?sume pn x terbuat...mnela pg sume plan yg aku wat sume tu???...bila dh duk umah,lg2 musim hjan ni,pape pn mlas nk wat..yg rajinnyer mkn,tdo,lyn korea sampai tgh mlm..lme2 leh jd gila klau wat bnde same tiap2 ari ni..huhu

nseb bekla ade gak kuar jln2 ngn fmyl+sister+adik2ku yg selalu dmarahi....ntah knpala,mkin lme duk umah,mkin jd grang,asyik nk mrh jer....kdg2 rsa x thnjer mrh tu smpai rsa nk bling sumer brang..haha.nseb bekla ade iman lg..huuuu..apela kn..

dh lme sgt x mnulis dlm blog yg ku syg ni..sb jrg on9,asyk tgk tv jer..now tv rsak plak..kne tggu seminggu lak tu nk repair..bosan gilerrrrrrrrr..pdan muka kn..tu la,asyk tgk tv sgt..hehe
k.la,kt bwh ni adela some shots yg aku dapt time2 cuti ni...



ni jer fmly yg pg..yg len bz le..

pic ni my mom yg ambik...blur.biasela,she's still learning..kira ok la ni,fun!!


decoration at kuantan parade...so beautiful....


ni dkt homestay melaka..time along (abg sepupuku) bertunang..smbil tu jln2 shoping kt cana...





Wednesday, December 29, 2010

jln2..cuti2 with the loves one,,,

lepak2kt McD with siblings..happy time

rest jap ats batu 'ajaib'..huhu

with my beloved sister,dyah

best mkn kt McD Tc ni,...sgt dkat ngn beach..tryla

Sunday, December 19, 2010

A drama for today..


Love is cruel "cruel love".....


Ni la korean drama yg aku lyn every night at KBS world...such a sad drama+slow.but i still loike it.pelakon die not too famous,but nice to see ;).actly, drama ni bout a girl named Injung who get involved in love affair with Juran's husband.too bad..Injung ni ciap preagnant lg ank laki tu.die punyerla stand die pnyer love ngn laki tu,but such a coward men,laki tu tinggalkn die.tp bkn slah laki tu pn,mak die yg bwk problem..again..and again..then, Injung ni pn try to kill herself,but not works.then she became a chickpea girls in a small town.jd dak slekeh la gitu.smpaila die jmpe ngn sorng handsome guy, 'Yong Gi ' yg bru ptah hati cuz girlfriend kesayangan die bunuh diri...asyk2 bunuh diri..truk btulla.then, drang fall in love.baru nk rasa bahagia,tup..tup dpt tau Yong Gi tu adik ipar ex-boyfriend die dlu.dahla kakak Yong Gi tu benci giler kt die cuz ade affair ngn husband die..pity her.akhirnya drang decide nk break up gak cuz Injung x than ngn cemuhan n kutukan kakak die,Juran tu...

tp,cm biasela,love story always have happy ending..lastly drang bersama gak.cmner plak leh couple blek??bleh ker drang couple blik?pe jd ngn ex-boyfriend die dlu?ha...if u alls curios sgt nk tau,tgkla citer ni.good for ur eyes (cuz nanges slalu)..k.thats all i je i wnt to shre,pasni dh start keje,bile lg leh lyn citer2 korea cmni e..huhu

Monday, November 15, 2010

Memories...candid!!!..smile


Pernah ada rasa cinta
Antara kita kini tinggal kenangan
Inginku lupakan semua tentang dirimu
Namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu
Oh rakanku

Jauh kau pergi meninggalkan diriku
Di sini aku merindukan dirimu.. oh
Kini ku coba mencari penggantimu
Namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu
Oh kawanku…

Jauh kau pergi meninggalkan diriku
disini aku merindukan dirimu
kini kucoba mencari penggantimu
namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu
Oh rakanku

Pernah ada rasa cinta
Antara kita kini tinggal kenangan
Inginku lupakan semua tentang dirimu
Namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu
Oh kawanku


Jauh kau pergi meninggalkan diriku
Di sini aku merindukan dirimu.. oh
Kini ku coba mencari penggantimu
Namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu
Oh sahabat…..

Pernah ada rasa cinta
Antara kita kini tinggal kenangan

Don't forget...


Did you forget that I was even alive?
Did you forget everything we ever had?
Did you forget, did you forget about me?

Did you regret ever standing by my side?
Did you forget we were feeling inside?
Now I'm left to forget about us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song, you can't forget it

So now I guess this is where we have to stand
Did you regret ever holding my hand?
Never again, please don't forget, don't forget

We had it all, we were just about to fall
Even more in love, than we were before
I won't forget, I won't forget about us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song you can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song, you can't forget it at all

And at last all the pictures have been burned
And all the past is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget, please don?t forget us

Somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song but you won't sing along
You've forgotten about us
Don?t forget

5 years 6 months...

5 years 6 months have been passed through time....finally n finally I end my studies with lots of wonderful memories...

1. class, food, friends, teacher...will miss them so much.

2. jln2..lepak2 bersma rakan.

3. masak2 bersama housemates, tgk tv same2, mengarut2,gelak2 sme2...bile lg dapt wt cm2.

4. tgk citer korea same2.then gelak2...dh xde dah.

5. jln kaki pg class, cross jln sme2..lari2 tkut kene kjar anjing

6. pg raye umah lect sme2...kuar trip ngn bas mktb...

....sume memories ni x mungkin aku lpakan smpai bile2...aku amt hargai memories spnjg 5 thun 6 bulan. x mungkin akan jmper kwn2 sperti yg aku ade skrg,x mungkin dpt blajar ngn lecturer yg understnading n very2 kind, x mungkin dpt berjln2 ngn kwn2 ngn bus mktb dah.
sedih..pilu..rindu..ntahla.mcm2 feelings ade....hope dpt jmper kwn2 lg n if i could reverse back time, i'll spend more time with friends n love them.



Monday, February 22, 2010

sick day....



...almost 5 days dah tekak aku ni skit lg.dh mcm2 ubat aku mkn..tp x jln gak.hurm...
now dh kene flu plak.bile la nk baik plak...having a sick days cmni wat aku sngsara jer.sumela x kene.nk kuar pn xde mood..... hurm..lupe plak, buat kwn2 yg wish my birthday n kasi adiah....thanks a lot.luv u all...heee..rse cam disayangi jer.now,i'm already 23.what should i do at diz age??dh tua ker??erm..rsenyer kire remja lg.tp dh akhirle.....bile nk kwen ni???....erm,cam muda lg nk kwen awl2.heee...xpe,yg pntg enjoy dlu.then, baru pk psal bnde ni. -end note-

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

I Gotta Feeling...

...waaaaaaaaaa..awl2 lg aku dh ade feeling diz saturday msti kene dtg sek.bad news!!!
arini ati rse x tenterm jer..mcm2 rse.nk mrh pn ade..mlz pn ye gak..xde smgt lngsung.dhle kene relief smpai 3 mse.sme class plak tu...kaget tul!!!

dak2 class 2 pn agknyer dh bosan tgk muke akujer arini...ade plak yg ckp.."teacher, np teacher asyik msuk class ni jer??..aku jwble.."awk ingt techer rjin ker nk dtg pnjt tngga tinggi2 msuk class awk ni".......drang ngt aku ni rjin ker nk msuk class drang.hurm.....

one thing...diz is another bad news!!!...ade bnde aku x settle lg kt mktb ni.ngat dh g sek x kene kacu lg ngn 'Mr.Jipang'. tup..tup..ade gak kene.cri psal tulla...i hate this.aku mmg sebolehnyer xnk tgk muke die....bosingla..huhu...

Saturday, November 21, 2009

IF I COULD CHANGE.......

Kalau aku boleh ubah semua yang berlaku....aku pasti tidak akan mengalami perasaan yang sebegini....

...apa yang berlaku pada diri aku ni..semuanya dah ditakdirkan..mungkin inilah ujian yang perlu aku lalui walaupun agak pahit...sesungguhnya DIA lah yang maha mengetahui..Ya Allah, kuatkanlah hatiku agar aku dapat menerimanya dengan hati yang redha..

....aku masih belum mampu untuk melupakan apa yang telah aku lalui...walaupun orang menganggap perkara itu biasa,namun bagi diriku ia memberi kesan terhadap jiwaku...

...manusia adlah makhluk yg sentiasa lupa..lupa apabila mereka tidak didatangi dengan ujian dariNYA.begitu juga diriku...aku lupa dengan apa yang telah berlaku padaku sebelum ini..aku tidak mengambil iktibar daripadanya..aku lupa apabila berada dalam kesenangan...dan yang paling aku kesal..aku lupa meminta pertolongan dan perlindungan dapada Allah s.w.t setiap kali menunaikan solat. mungkin inilah ujian sebenar yang dapat mengingatkan aku yang sentiasa lupa.

..di kala ini,aku berasa begitu keseorangan..nobody besides me...nobody understand me..only my family...they r always be with me.,,

buat rakan-rakan di luar sana, ingatlah...hidup ini x selalunya indah dan langit x selalunya cerah...hati-hatilah dengan dunia luar yang sangat mencabar ni...beringatlah sebelum terkena.

-end of notes-

Sunday, November 1, 2009

health info...

As a reminder for myself n...anyone who concern about their health.Plz takes note.

5 Habits to Break Before It's Too Late


1) Stealing from sleep: Studies show that a minimum of seven to nine hours of uninterrupted sleep (at night) are essential for health. Sleep is the time when your body repairs and recovers from all of the metabolic processes that your body performs every second. Sleep supports healthy weight management, raises growth hormone, and heals the adrenals. If you are watching TV, working on your PC, or otherwise stimulating yourself so that you are unable to go to sleep by 11 PM, then establish the Power Down Hour and turn to more relaxing activities like baths, light novels, or cuddling with a loved one (or pet!) at least an hour or two before bedtime. Then ... retrain yourself to sleep through the night.

2) Skipping breakfast: How many times do you find yourself dashing out the door to start your day, only to discover that you forgot to eat? Listen, your body has just "fasted" overnight, and in order to fuel yourself for the day (and lower stress hormones), you must eat a balanced meal that includes proteins, fats, and carbohydrates. Otherwise, your body will turn on itself for fuel, and it isn't fat but muscle that it's going to target ... which will cascade into a very nasty sequence of health consequences that will make you fat, old, and tired before your time.

3) Blowing off exercise:
If you think you can manage your health and weight through dietary means alone, it won't work. Period. Exercise is crucial for stimulating proper physical and hormonal response necessary for building muscle and bone, burning fat, letting you sleep, keeping you young, giving you energy -- the list is endless. More important is the CORRECT type of exercise, which involves high-intensity interval training, along with resistance workouts. If you can't find 20-30 minutes a day to incorporate these exercises into your life (oh yeah, that is ALL you need, by the way), then you can kiss your health goodbye.

4) Noshing at night: Strapping on the feedbag in the evenings basically signals your body to hold off on burning existing fat stores, raises stress hormones before bedtime, and screws up your body's natural digestive processes at a time when it should be ready to shut down and repair. If you are eating in a hormonally-balanced way during your evening meal, there is absolutely no need to munch afterward.

5) Not counting your beverages: One of the craziest things I encounter in my work is the lack of consideration of high-calorie, high-sugar drinks in the diet. Yes, those healthy "Jumbo Juices," designer coffee slurpees (hey, they may as well be, given all the sugar in them), and those harmless little cocktails every night, especially those fruit-flavored martini and tequila drinks, can really pack on the pounds in a hurry. Make the switch to healthier options like iced green tea -- or, my favorite, Emergen-C -- for some sparkling mineral replacements that not only satisfy, but also fuel and nourish!

Saturday, September 26, 2009

lebaran pertama...








raya tahin ni..aku raya kt phang jer...sb raye lepas dh blik penang.huhu..


erm...ni la 'big family" aku..raye thun ni best sket sb sume blik.


dh brtmbhla sorng kaum adam kat umah aku ni sb ade abg ipar ngn anak sdara bru..huhu..cute sgt2.




thun ni x sedondon pn bju ryer...sb ktrang ni sume blk raye last mnt.so,msg2 beli sndiri jer..tu yg suker ati jer nk pkai bju per..




erm..klau citer psai raye ni pnjg citernyer...so, aku just pndekkan kt cni jela...dh mlz sbnrnyer nk menaip ni..maklumla..umur dh mngkat...ksbaran mkin berkrang..ehe..




pe yg ptgnyer raya ni..aku dpt bersama ngn family aku yg aku syg bangat.!!!+mntak ampunla sgala salah silap yg aku dh wat slama ni...huhu.baik kan aku ni!!!..tp ade stu jer x lngkap...buah ati x dtg raye ...sdey sketla..(uhuk2)..xpela..next yer pnjg umur..ade jdoh,dtgla kan...















Saturday, August 29, 2009

A moment to remember....

semua kenangan kt sek ni x mungkin aku lupakan........

That was my 2nd school I did practical.It was like home....the children...the teachers...the staffs..they are so nice to me. (that was my first impression).After all.....it turns like this,,,,,,

kelas pertma yg aku msuk was year 3. Mula2 mmg aku get excited cuz I think they r cuties.Then...the journey begins. drang really excited tgk aku...dun know if I'm so attractive to them.(haha...^_" ). bile aku introduce myself and tell that I'm going to teach them for 2 months, drang mkin excited..and started making noise. aku...aku btl2 x phmla ngn bdk2 ni.huhu....
second day aku msuk clas tu, drang mnjerit lg bile aku msuk. so,aku pn startla lesson aku ngan plan yg aku dh wat.
that time aku ajar "Electricity". punyela x ckup tgn aku bwk sume litar2 kt lab sb nk tnjuk kat drang. then, bile aku nk bg bhan kt each group, keadaan dh jd chaos sket....n aku plg x than sgt ngn sorng bdk ni. kuat btl pg toilet n berjalan.x smpai 5 second pn..he will not at his place.ade skali tu die ckp kt aku:

me : ey, kmu nk ke mane tu???sit at your place and listen to me!!!
he: ala teacher....sy nk pg kt tmpt kwn sy skejap,,,ade hal nk bncang.
me : awk nk bncg pe??sy x sruh awk bncg pape lg.
he : ala teacher ni....skejap jer....skejap je..(smbil wat muke seposen)
me : x boleh!!! teacher ckp dduk tmpat awk.dgr ckp sy,or awk nk kne pmbris ni!!(wat muke garang)

...at first aku lega die ikut ckp aku,then,bile aku pndg skali lg....he's gone!!bile aku cri,ade kt tmpt kwn die...really trickyla bdk ni.napela die ni dgil sgt...nak pkul x smpai ati..ank org.
another time,aku sruh dak tu dduk ngn kwn die before start teaching.tp aku plik sgt..die mti2 x nak ikut.die nk jgk dduk kt tmpt die..aku sgtla x phm ngn dak ni...

actly...aku bkn nk cite psl dak ni jer...tp he got my attention...n nme die la aku plg sng nk ingt mula2 and until now....n one more thing,last day aku msk clas tu, I know something bout 'him'.and that thing keeps rolling through my head.hope..he'll not do mistakes in the future,dats my wish.

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Another world.....

today..its today..I'm so happy..to be with him..such a great time I ever had.
once again..my heart beat faster.does it LIKING or LOVE???

I know,he'll do anything for me...I do believe him and nver doubt..dats my weakness.
sometimes..I do not know myself.missing him like crazy..its what I do.Always waitin on da phone..
can't wait to see him...friends,what should I do??

Does it worth being like diz??....hopefully..he'll not leave me.

-end of time-1.22 p.m

Thursday, August 6, 2009

HEY LADIES....

penatnyerrrrrrrrrrr practical...!!!!!.finally aku leh rest gak for one week.risau...really worry psal H!NI ni.ntah apela dose mnusia ni kan.org yg mkn b*** tu x kene.yg x mkn ni plak yg kene.its not fair,kan!!
mula2 aku rse virus ni xdela gile punye bhaya..tp bile too many people die bcoz of diz,aku cuak jgkla.aku yg duk kt negeri yg bnyk virus ni rse x slamt dah.bygkanlah..in one day..3 people die.yg keciannye bdk2 kecik yg x brslah2.

arini,aku pg sekolah ngn smngat brkobarla nk teach dak yer 5 ksyangan aku 2. drang ni nmpk ade smgt nk bljr.tp nkal sket.pas2 bnyk sgt tnyer.every words yg aku ckp,sume drang nk tnye.letih gakla kdg2 tu.but sometimes its fun lyan drang ni.
kerisauan aku psal H1n1 ni bertmbh bile tbe2 ramai plak dak yag dmam n skit tekak kt sek aku. td dak2 yg skit ni gather kat kantin sek. trmasukla a few students dri class aku. so, aku ambk early precaution, pkai mask spnjang lesson aku arini. rimas gak actlly pkai lme2 ni. dahla nk ajar drang. rse cam trsekatje nk brckp. so, trpksela aku kuatkan lg volume suara aku yg pling maksimum smpai aku pn dh jd skit tekak blik.

precaution..precaution...
aku dh cam mak nenek bg ingtn kt dak2 kelas aku ni...pkai mask slalu...tgn tu bsuh slalu...jgn duk dkt2 ngn org x kenal.yg pnting,jgn dkat ngn akula...huhu(jht sket)...tp dak2 ni ssh nk fhm sket..drang nk gak slam ngn aku.biasela..lovely tcher.hahah..(prasan).pas2 suke duk dkt2 ngn aku.kalu xde pnykit ni,aku pn xdela kisah.tp,sb aku tkut sgt kot.yela..sape nk mati muda2 ni.amal pn x ckup lg.idup pn x puas.

then...bile sek aku announce cuti kuarntin,aku pe lg,tersgtla gmbiranye...tp xdela terjerit2 cam dak drjah stu. dak2 ni,punyela excited.kecoh stu seklh.but,at da sme time,aku risau gak ngn dak2 sek ni.kecian kt drang.nt kene ganti sek blik.aku pn xtaula cmner nt.dhla x hbes observed lg.rse practcal ni bnyk ganguan btul.mcm2 hal jadi.

ok.la.seems smpai cnijela aku nk share...mta pn dh mngntuk dah..kite continue next time e...
tgkla...bile aku btl2 free.gd nyte....

-end report-2.03 p.m

Thursday, June 11, 2009

1234...

1 2, 1 2 3 4-Give me more lovin' than I've ever had,Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad,Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not,Make it feel good when I hurt so bad, Barely gettin' mad,I'm so glad I found you; I love bein' around you.

You make it easy, it's easy as 1,2- 1,2,3,4There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love youThere's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do-(I love you)I love you.

Give me more lovin' from the very start,Piece me back together when I fall apart,Tell things you never even tell your closest friends-Make it feel good when I hurt so bad, Best I that I've had,I'm so glad I found you, I love bein' around you.

You make it easy, it's easy as 1,2- 1,2,3,4There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love youThere's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do- (I love you)I love you.(I love you) I love you.

You make it easy, it's easy as 1,2- 1,2,3,4There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love youThere's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do-(I love you)I love you.

dedicated for someone that I love

diari hati..

mlm ini...ku sendiri..tiada yg menemani...lala...(lgu brkumandang di radio)
...aku..tetap di sini..melayani fikiran sendiri..
sepanjang hidup aku..inilah kali pertama aku merasakn aku bgitu sedih dgn hidupku..
aku bingung (@##$%)+celaru+resah+keliru dgn diri aku sndiri.ape yg aku mhukan dlm hidup ini????adakah kebahagiaan itu selalu hadir?adakah tiada maslah yang akan bertandang???
apakah aku harus memikirkan masalah org lain???apakah aku harus menanggung segala bebanan???

dugaan itu adakalanya menyakitkan+mengecewakan+membuat aku lemah....namun,kadangkala dugaan itu membuat aku sedar akan realiti kehidupan ini. aku mula belajar daripada kesilapan.hidup ini x semudah yang kita sangkakan. adakalanya pahit..adakalanya manis.

Ya Allah...kau berilah aku kekuatan+ketenangan yg tidak mungkin aku temui di dunia ini..
semoga aku mampu menghadapi segala dugaanNYA...sesungguhnya,setiap dugaanNYA itu akan sentiasa mengingatkanku akan kebesaranNYA.