..practical....practical...practical...
what a tired works!!
it's already passed two weeks that I had to attend school.
only today...I have a chance to write something in my beloved blogs.
my life quite messy during the past two weeks.
the first day I attend to school,everything was so new and I'm like a stranger there.
i'm so nervous actually when the first time teaching pupils there.
class 2D.-really scared me.
i've no choice..i hve to enter that class.it's really...really humalitating!!annoying!!!messy!!and I've got screwed there.they are so naughty.have no respect to me.what should I do???screaming?shouting?scold them?i think there's no point if I do that.just wasting my energy.
so, i decided to teach something to them,unlucky..only few from them are listening to me,the rest are playing around,shouting,running...huh!!what a difficult job!!!
then, i started to think something..am I able to be a teacher?am I able to teach them?am I the worst teacher??should I quit this job??
mybe...mybe this is my first time teaching...as a newcomers, i have to learn lots of things from all of them.i've to try my best.
"God,please help me in everything I do. Please make them listen to me,even just once.
-haz-(9.00 .m)
Saturday, April 4, 2009
Friday, March 13, 2009
today i'm alone..
hari ini...
aku duk sorng2 je kat umah sewa ku ini.semua housemates aku dh blek.so,i'm living alone.kalu ikutkan, bukn nk duduk sorng sgt.tp tiket semua dh habes tuk arini.tu la pdahnye suke beli tiket lmbt2.pdan muka aku kan!!
tadi..
aku keluar mkan kejap dekat zing do (restoran korea) ngn nana n lala.ni lala punyer idea la.die blk mlm ngn bu.so, die pn joinla aku ngn nana. best jgk mkn kt situ.harga standardla.xdela mhl sgt.aku rse dh mcm kt negara korea je mkn kt c2.huhu...go zing do(bukn shin dong)
kepda nana, thanks sbab bwak ktrang pegi mkan kat citu + hntr aku balik sok.(jasamu dikenang). huhuuu.
malam ini...
sebab aku dh xde sape nk berckp..aku pn berckpla melalui blog aku ni. walupun mlut aku trtutup je, tp aku xla rse bosan sgt cuz adela bende yg aku nk wat.lg satu, disebabkn ade org yg sudi nk temankan aku spnjg mlm ni,aku xla rse tkut sgt.(...yg tersayang)heeee...
aku duk sorng2 je kat umah sewa ku ini.semua housemates aku dh blek.so,i'm living alone.kalu ikutkan, bukn nk duduk sorng sgt.tp tiket semua dh habes tuk arini.tu la pdahnye suke beli tiket lmbt2.pdan muka aku kan!!
tadi..
aku keluar mkan kejap dekat zing do (restoran korea) ngn nana n lala.ni lala punyer idea la.die blk mlm ngn bu.so, die pn joinla aku ngn nana. best jgk mkn kt situ.harga standardla.xdela mhl sgt.aku rse dh mcm kt negara korea je mkn kt c2.huhu...go zing do(bukn shin dong)
kepda nana, thanks sbab bwak ktrang pegi mkan kat citu + hntr aku balik sok.(jasamu dikenang). huhuuu.
malam ini...
sebab aku dh xde sape nk berckp..aku pn berckpla melalui blog aku ni. walupun mlut aku trtutup je, tp aku xla rse bosan sgt cuz adela bende yg aku nk wat.lg satu, disebabkn ade org yg sudi nk temankan aku spnjg mlm ni,aku xla rse tkut sgt.(...yg tersayang)heeee...
the hard day went away...
....hari-hari yg memenatkan dah berlalu.aku rasakan satu kelegaan buat diriku setelah menghantar satu assignment yg aku rasakan agak susah untuk disiapkan. sepanjang 3 hari cuti,aku asyik menghadap depan lappi jer..kalu x wat assgmnt eng, aku wat edu.maybe itu satu perubahan buat aku sebab sebelum ni aku bukanlah seorang yg komited kalu nk ciapkan assignment. kadg2 aku wat mcm gitu jer...asalkan ciap.ade ape yg patut sudah.x pyah nk beria-ria nk t.up2.
tapi.....
dalam masa yg sama, aku mnjadi semakin bingung+pelupa+hilang fokus+x hirau sgt kat org lain.
adakah ini effect dripada membuat assignment???atau aku terlalu banyak berfikir??
hidup ni kadg2 tu susahla...kalau kite x nk hadapi, mmg x boleh nk teruskan hidup especially dkat tmpt aku blajar ni. kadg2 tu, keje dhla bnyk.aktiviti lain pn bnyk.secara fisiologinye..bdan ni dh x lart nk melayan benda-benda ni. tp disebabkan semangat tu msih ada..aku teruskan jugakla.
lepas ni....
ade lagi satu cabaran yg aku kene hadapi.whether i'm willing or not, i must face it.
sejurus shj cuti berakhir, aku akan ditempatkan di sebuah sekolah di melaka tengah. sekolah ni namenye sk seri duyong..mybe adik kpada sk duyong kot. aku kene mngajar bdk2 sek rendah tu selama sebulan tanpa cuti kecuali weekend je la. YA TUHAN....kecut perut aku rasenye.ni merupakan kali pertama aku kene mengajar btul2 budak sekolah. seblm ni..aku just pegi wat pbs je..tengok2 sek,tgk cikgu mngjar,kene dgr cermh and so on . but this time, i have to teach them. aku rasekan tanggungjawab tu sgt besar. nk ajar anak org smpai dirang fhm bukanla senang. mcm2 kene fikirkan. activity+worksheet+materials. semua nk kene fikir...
tapi, bile aku fkir2 balik, kenapa KPLI bleh mengajar,sdangkan drang hanya setahun je bljr pedagogi.tu pn x sampai setahun kalau kira btl2. yg aku ni dh 2 tahun lebih bljr pedagogi,x kan x bleh mengajar jgak kn.
kesimpulannya...
pokok pangkalnye..aku kenela ykin dgn diri aku sendiri.x boleh harapkan org lain. ape ilmu yg aku bljr selama ni...aku x bolehla sia-siakn . kalau x, xde gunala ape yg aku bljr selama ni kan.
satu lagi..aku bersyukur sgt lect yg akan observe aku nt dh tukar. yg baru ni pn aku tkut jgk.tp better la sket kot cuz aku mmg dh kenal lect tu wlaupun aku x thu samada lect tu ingt ke x kat aku.
sambungan...next post
tapi.....
dalam masa yg sama, aku mnjadi semakin bingung+pelupa+hilang fokus+x hirau sgt kat org lain.
adakah ini effect dripada membuat assignment???atau aku terlalu banyak berfikir??
hidup ni kadg2 tu susahla...kalau kite x nk hadapi, mmg x boleh nk teruskan hidup especially dkat tmpt aku blajar ni. kadg2 tu, keje dhla bnyk.aktiviti lain pn bnyk.secara fisiologinye..bdan ni dh x lart nk melayan benda-benda ni. tp disebabkan semangat tu msih ada..aku teruskan jugakla.
lepas ni....
ade lagi satu cabaran yg aku kene hadapi.whether i'm willing or not, i must face it.
sejurus shj cuti berakhir, aku akan ditempatkan di sebuah sekolah di melaka tengah. sekolah ni namenye sk seri duyong..mybe adik kpada sk duyong kot. aku kene mngajar bdk2 sek rendah tu selama sebulan tanpa cuti kecuali weekend je la. YA TUHAN....kecut perut aku rasenye.ni merupakan kali pertama aku kene mengajar btul2 budak sekolah. seblm ni..aku just pegi wat pbs je..tengok2 sek,tgk cikgu mngjar,kene dgr cermh and so on . but this time, i have to teach them. aku rasekan tanggungjawab tu sgt besar. nk ajar anak org smpai dirang fhm bukanla senang. mcm2 kene fikirkan. activity+worksheet+materials. semua nk kene fikir...
tapi, bile aku fkir2 balik, kenapa KPLI bleh mengajar,sdangkan drang hanya setahun je bljr pedagogi.tu pn x sampai setahun kalau kira btl2. yg aku ni dh 2 tahun lebih bljr pedagogi,x kan x bleh mengajar jgak kn.
kesimpulannya...
pokok pangkalnye..aku kenela ykin dgn diri aku sendiri.x boleh harapkan org lain. ape ilmu yg aku bljr selama ni...aku x bolehla sia-siakn . kalau x, xde gunala ape yg aku bljr selama ni kan.
satu lagi..aku bersyukur sgt lect yg akan observe aku nt dh tukar. yg baru ni pn aku tkut jgk.tp better la sket kot cuz aku mmg dh kenal lect tu wlaupun aku x thu samada lect tu ingt ke x kat aku.
sambungan...next post
Friday, February 27, 2009
bnda pnting dalam hidup aku...
compact powder ni aku akan bwk ke mana saje as my loyal protection from the sunlight
muka aku ni oily sket..so,kenela slalu touch up ngn powder ni...
mascara ni aku beli sbab teringin sgt nk pakai..biasela,terpengaruh ngn my sisters.
so, to maintain the hypercurl of my eyelash, aku akan bwkle mascara ni sntiasa wherever I go la
mp3 ni bnda yg pling aku syg...aku akan sntiasa bwk ke mana sje cuz aku ni suker lyan music..kdg2..dgr lgu ni cam hlang tension aku..
digi cam ni gak bnda yg pling aku syng.ssha tau nk beli.kene pnat lelah kmpul duit,baru leh beli cuz aku bkn ank org kaye pn.dpt beli ni,rase hepi yg teramat sgt.n aku rase hdup aku cam dh lengkap.hehe..1. hand+phone
2. mp3
3. digital+camera
4. compact+powder
5. mascara
A birthday gift...hepi..hepi..hepi!!!
Happy burfday to me..happy burfday to me....haha..kecian aku,kene nyanyi sndiri*_^.
ni la burfday gift yg amat special aku trima from my housemates.(thanks frenz)
kek ni aku x tahu drang beli bile n i've no idea....actually ptg tu yana ngn azie kuar n aku dgr drang cam pegi psar mlam ngn nana.dat time aku sdikit ala-ala kecik atila cuz darng pegi tnpa mngajak diriku ini.time tu plak aku mmgle lpar. then, malam tu, aku as usual bz dpan l.top..doing what i suppose to do.then again, lala ajak aku pg ruang tamu.aku ingatkan sumthin happen or ade cik T ker. rupenye..si nana ngan nad dtang bwk kek buah yg sedap ni depan aku...patutle aku rase cam pelikjer lala tibe2 pnggil aku.
nway,aku rse terharu jgkle ngn kwn2 aku yg baik hati ni...mybe aku jnis yg x celebrate burfday kot.tp pe yg peliknyer..aku x rse pn umur aku ni dh brubah.cam same jer....hehe(nk ckp muda la tu)
penghargaan kpada:
-zana
-yana
-lala
-azie
-asmat
-nana
-nad
-rakan2 sekelas yg terlibat secara langsung dan x langsung
ucapan: thanks 4 da sweet cake and luv u all..muuuaaah!!
Monday, February 16, 2009
A loves day...
Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart. ~Kay Knudsen
If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden. ~Claudia Ghandi
When I'm not there... do you think of me? When you're sad and something's bothering you... do you wish I were there to help comfort you? When you've had a long hard day... do you smile knowing that soon you'll be seeing me, and everything will seem better, even if it's just for a moment? When you lay down at night... do you look back and cherish the new memories you've made with me? And when you get up in the morning, does everything inside of you smile, knowing that this will be another day that we'll be together? because that's how I think of you...
Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but some how feeling warm inside because you're close in heart.
A lot of people walk in and out of my life, but... you're one of the only ones I ever really wanted to stick around.
*** Some words for someone who I really miss....
If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden. ~Claudia Ghandi
When I'm not there... do you think of me? When you're sad and something's bothering you... do you wish I were there to help comfort you? When you've had a long hard day... do you smile knowing that soon you'll be seeing me, and everything will seem better, even if it's just for a moment? When you lay down at night... do you look back and cherish the new memories you've made with me? And when you get up in the morning, does everything inside of you smile, knowing that this will be another day that we'll be together? because that's how I think of you...
Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but some how feeling warm inside because you're close in heart.
A lot of people walk in and out of my life, but... you're one of the only ones I ever really wanted to stick around.
*** Some words for someone who I really miss....
Sunday, February 15, 2009
citer ni mmg best..thriller habes...
This is first time aku tgk filem mlyu yg sgt2 best...x cye..korang tgkla sndri..
filem ni leh kasi aku skt jntung pn ada...crius.
at beginning..korang akn gelak je..x kering gusila..then,in the middle...korang akn duduk x senang sb asyik trkjut je.end od the story...jd citer sdey plak dah...aku pn x thu cmne air mta aku ni leh mnitis di pipiku tnpa kusedari..ehe....
kat sini aku nk share sketla pe yg interesting in this thriller story...
- Filem ni filem 3D CGI yang pertama kat Malaysia.
- It takes 2 yers nk hasilkan filem animasi 3D ni (bukan senang tu)
- Filem ni makan bugjet bnyak gak...korang agk brape??? (shhhhhhhhh.. 4 juta tau!
- Panjang filem ni 90 minit..(x sempat nk pnas punggung pn)..
- pengarah filem ni adlh seniour MMU..graduated la
die suke mkn durian...tp kecian kt die,trpksa berpsh ngn mk die..so die sstla sorg2 dlm htan tu.
slebihnya....korg tgkla sndri..nt director mrah klu aku cite bnyk2 ni..huhu
so..pe tunggu lg..jomla rmai2 kite tgk filem "geng"
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