Saturday, April 4, 2009

it is all about practical.....

..practical....practical...practical...
what a tired works!!
it's already passed two weeks that I had to attend school.
only today...I have a chance to write something in my beloved blogs.
my life quite messy during the past two weeks.
the first day I attend to school,everything was so new and I'm like a stranger there.
i'm so nervous actually when the first time teaching pupils there.
class 2D.-really scared me.
i've no choice..i hve to enter that class.it's really...really humalitating!!annoying!!!messy!!and I've got screwed there.they are so naughty.have no respect to me.what should I do???screaming?shouting?scold them?i think there's no point if I do that.just wasting my energy.
so, i decided to teach something to them,unlucky..only few from them are listening to me,the rest are playing around,shouting,running...huh!!what a difficult job!!!
then, i started to think something..am I able to be a teacher?am I able to teach them?am I the worst teacher??should I quit this job??
mybe...mybe this is my first time teaching...as a newcomers, i have to learn lots of things from all of them.i've to try my best.

"God,please help me in everything I do. Please make them listen to me,even just once.

-haz-(9.00 .m)