Thursday, June 11, 2009

1234...

1 2, 1 2 3 4-Give me more lovin' than I've ever had,Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad,Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not,Make it feel good when I hurt so bad, Barely gettin' mad,I'm so glad I found you; I love bein' around you.

You make it easy, it's easy as 1,2- 1,2,3,4There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love youThere's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do-(I love you)I love you.

Give me more lovin' from the very start,Piece me back together when I fall apart,Tell things you never even tell your closest friends-Make it feel good when I hurt so bad, Best I that I've had,I'm so glad I found you, I love bein' around you.

You make it easy, it's easy as 1,2- 1,2,3,4There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love youThere's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do- (I love you)I love you.(I love you) I love you.

You make it easy, it's easy as 1,2- 1,2,3,4There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love youThere's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do-(I love you)I love you.

dedicated for someone that I love

diari hati..

mlm ini...ku sendiri..tiada yg menemani...lala...(lgu brkumandang di radio)
...aku..tetap di sini..melayani fikiran sendiri..
sepanjang hidup aku..inilah kali pertama aku merasakn aku bgitu sedih dgn hidupku..
aku bingung (@##$%)+celaru+resah+keliru dgn diri aku sndiri.ape yg aku mhukan dlm hidup ini????adakah kebahagiaan itu selalu hadir?adakah tiada maslah yang akan bertandang???
apakah aku harus memikirkan masalah org lain???apakah aku harus menanggung segala bebanan???

dugaan itu adakalanya menyakitkan+mengecewakan+membuat aku lemah....namun,kadangkala dugaan itu membuat aku sedar akan realiti kehidupan ini. aku mula belajar daripada kesilapan.hidup ini x semudah yang kita sangkakan. adakalanya pahit..adakalanya manis.

Ya Allah...kau berilah aku kekuatan+ketenangan yg tidak mungkin aku temui di dunia ini..
semoga aku mampu menghadapi segala dugaanNYA...sesungguhnya,setiap dugaanNYA itu akan sentiasa mengingatkanku akan kebesaranNYA.

ACCIDENT!!!!...


31th of May 2009,
adalah kmlngn pertma yg aku tgk spnjng school break ni...
....accident ni agak dsyat gak...4 person died on the dot.(dipercayai org indon).
time ni aku on the way nk pergi K.L. this accident happened kt highway temerloh.
nseb baikla time tu aku kat lane yg lain.so xdela trsepit ngn jam yg amat dasat tu..
actually nk tgk gak if bleh tlg...tp cam drang dah angkat mayat2 msuk ambulans...so.I just pass by.
11th of June 2009,
still dlm cuti lg. x sngka diz the 2nd time aku tgk accident yg dsat lg.bt diz time scary abes...
pe yg aku nmpk...lori tangki minyk shell btl2 hlng jalan n sebuah satria (dark blue) yg dh remuk habes. enjin satria tu dh terbelh dua.tyr pn ntah tercmpak mne la...
orgnye aku pn xtau hidup or dh mati..tp if tgk keadaan satria tu,mmg dh xde hrapan nk hidup.
dat time aku on the way ngn fmily aku nk ke bndar.ktrang biase lalu kt kuantan bypass jer cuz lg cepat smpai.
but then,x sangka ade accident yg sgt dsat tu.
abah aku trus trun bile nmpk drang kuarkan org yg tersepit bwh kete.aku tgkjela...xkn nk cbuk angkat plak..(x daye..huhu).
thank GOD. org 2 cam xde cdera truk sgt.just kt telinga die bleeding sket.tp aku mmg plik sgt.kete rmuk gile kene lnggar lori cm2 leh slmt lg.tu la kuasa tuhan.
hopefully xde tangki minyak yg bcor.if not,hbes sume kete kt situ..including me.
p/s: kpd sume driver2 yg kt luar tu.."don't drink and drive"...jgn bwk laju2 sgt even kete korng tu dh pkai ekzos turbo ke...modified enjin ker.if korng nk tnjuk khebtan korng 2...better prgi lmbe kt litar je.x kemane nyer..dpt bala adela.
gmbr kt ats ni bkn yg sbenar e..aku x smpt nk ambk yg real.korng nk tau more,bce paper la.
sekian aje story aku for this school break....wanna know more???.....to be continue....XXXX