MALAYSIA vs M.A.L.A.Y.S.I.A

Malaysia vs m.a.l.a.y.s.i.a???....so difficult to explain..but both have their own meaning & values to me.It seems that the words m.a.l.a.y.s.i.a had inspired me and touched a piece of my soul....such a sweet words^_^..
Sometimes a "words" could change people perception about something...is that a fact???.I'm not sure about that,but it depends on that person.....the way they think.Actually i'm attached to that words...really!!! I don't know why...the words bring lots of meaning to me.It makes me feel safe+happy+live again.Sounds that I've been trough a hard time for the past....
I need to step outside...let the past be the past and start to move on.
Between MALAYSIA and M.A.L.A.Y.S.I.A...which one is more meaningful??? for me, both of them are precious words which gives me a life. A sense of grateful cause I still could breath on a peace earth..MALAYSIA. Thanks to Malaysia.